15 Days / kim taehyung

6th March 2016

[ since the 15 days are off :(
no more boyfriend / girlfriend relationship :( ]

Kim MinHwa | 6 March | 3:33 PM

"Stop crying because of him," Hoseok sighed, sitting right beside me, pulling me into his arms, and comforting me. "What am i suppose to do? He's going to marry Eunbi and leave us and just live a happy life," i frowned.

"He's not going too if you just tell him that you love him!" Hoseok explained and i groaned. I got out of his arms and stood up, walking around and around the room, in frustration.

"What if i dont! I dont know, i just.. what if i dont love him? What if my so called feelings were just infatuation and i don't actually love him?" I spoke, making it sound more like a question. Yoongi and Namjoon just looked at me, thinking about what's the right words to say.

I was at the studio with the three rap buddies, since i dont actually want to see Jimin at the moment and Jungkook had extra classes. His school was just a 20 minute walk away from ours.

"Think about it, when someone is in love, do all they feel is pain? or all they feel is pleasure? Because whenever im with him, i feel more painful than pleasure itself. My mom told me that when you're in love, you should never feel unwanted and not enough, because that's not how love works. What if she's right? & what if im wrong? What if... i dont actually love him," i exclaimed.

"But do you see the way he looks at you? Do you see the way you look at him? Come on, Minhwa, i know he can be a real jerk sometimes but if Eunbi wasnt here, i bet he'll treat you so much better than he's doing now—" namjoon tried to speak but i cut him off.

"— or maybe that's the problem. Do you really think i'd be in love with him even when Eunbi isnt here? I wasnt in love with him before, and —" now i got cut off by Yoongi.

"— Draw out the pros and cons of your relationship then. If you have more pros than cons, then that just means you should be with him. And if you have more cons than pros, then that just means you shouldnt be with him. Look, i can tell you do love him, because you have been crying since yesterday night. Maybe he loves you too—"

"— but if he really did, why did he even agree onto marrying Eunbi and flying off to Australia!" I groaned. "What if i just appreciate them as my best friends and i dont actually love both Taehyung and Jimin?" i sigh.

Kim Taehyung | 6:30 PM

"Baby, have you packed your things?" Eunbi excitedly squealed, running to me jumping up and down. "Oh, yeah," i nonchalantly replied.

I really didnt want to move, i dont even want to marry her. Right after leaving Minhwa outside of that fast food restaurant yesterday night really made me feel remorseful. I regretted everything i said and i ever did.

I dont want to leave my home, especially not Minhwa. I lied about everything. I wasnt even leaving because she loved Jimin, i just left because im being forced too. I tried to talk things out with Eunbi right after the dance three days ago but all she did was threatened me.

"My parents wants me to marry you," she giggles, running her fingers up my top.

"So?" I laughed, thinking that what she's saying is a joke.

"So... move back to australia with me," she smiled at me and the first thing that came into my mind was leaving Minhwa.