Reason to Live

VII

Grayson POV

The slightest feeling of plump lips was the first thing I felt. The kiss was very light but had the power of an atomic bomb. I wasn't completely awake and couldn't really move or open my eyes...but I knew I was conscious.

"I-I'm so...so fucking sorry Grayson. I-I shouldn't have-I-I just-"

Oh my God...Ethan's voice.

I slowly was gaining my senses and feelings and could feel my body tense. I felt a lump in my throat as I tried to hold in my tears.

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Mom and Cameron came in later and I was still slowly regaining my bearings. I would describe what I could hear but I feel like that has already been said.

"Oh no it's fine mom. He's a heavy sleeper in the first place and probably won't wake up for a couple more hours."

Wait what. Where's Mom going? I wasn't paying attention. A few more hours? A heavy sleeper? I am not. Well.

"Need any help getting to the restroom?"

Who's going to the restroom? I assume Cameron. I'm kinda going in and out right now.

The conversations continued and I finally realized that Ethan would soon be all alone with me.

My eyes slowly began to open and I could feel them flutter. The light was so bright but now that they were slightly open they filled with warm tears. I was finally able to open them completely and the first thing I saw was Ethan's back, closing the door.

"Won't wake up for a couple more hours huh?" I said very tiredly, surprising myself that I was actually able to talk.

Ethan's body froze.

I slightly chuckled through my tears and then decided to turn around. His eyes were stained with dried droplets of liquid and his face was vibrant red. His eyes quickly began to water and a wide smile grew on his face and he ran over to the bed.

Ethan ran to the bed and literally jumped on it, missing my legs. He didn't hurt me but my body was rattled as he shook the bed. He dropped down and pretty much straddled me, quickly wrapping his arms around me, resisting the urge to squeeze whatever life I had in me out.

"Grayson!" I think Ethan exclaimed. I couldn't tell because he was muffled by my neck his face was buried him.

"Hi babe." I choked out between my sobs of joy, hugging him back intensely.

Ethan pulled back from my neck and slammed his lips against mine. The kiss was passionate and we both fell deeper into it.

He pulled backed again, already out of breath. "I missed you so damn much."

"I missed you too." I said, clearing my throat.

"I mean it hasn't even been a day since I've seen you but it seems like so much longer and I missed you and you're- you're just...you're okay and-" He sobbed, resting his head on my chest.

"Oh baby please don't cry." I said, sniffling and wiping my eyes. "I'm fine and I'm so happy to see you." He pulled back again.

"Are you sure?! Oh my god I didn't even ask if you were okay. I'm probably crushing you right now huh?!" He exclaimed, about to jump off of the bed. I grabbed his wrists and made him stay. "It's fine Ethan." I laughed, "Please. Stay with me."

He smiled and connected our lips once more, this time he ran his hands threw my hair. The kiss seemed to intensify. I gripped Ethan's thighs and felt him arch his back, falling deeper into the kiss. I could feel myself harder and felt Ethan as well. I shot my eyes open and slowly pulled back.

"Not the place." We both said in sync.

We both laughed and the room filled with silence. Ethan had leaned his head back and was looking at the roof as he laughed. He sighed and looked down I me. I sighed and began to smile just at the sight of him. He did the same. We gazed into each other's eyes for what seemed like forever, freezing time in it's tracks.

"I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too." I whispered back.

Just as Ethan was about to lean back down and kiss me again, we heard someone struggling with the doorknob.

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A/N: Okay this is a reeeaally bad, poorly written and really short chapter I'm so sorry. I just at least wanted to update. Sorry if it wasn't what you expected but I needed some Grethan action and I was a little uninspired. Sorry again, hope you at least somewhat liked it tho ;)