Satanica Potestas - spn - teen sister POV

The hunt begins

"That's not fair!" I shouted at the top of my lungs trying once again to make a point. "It doesn't have to be fair your not going and that's final!" Deans shouts back from down the hall of the bunker. Once again me and my brothers are in a shouting match, well mostly me and Dean. Me and him are the loud ones in the family while Sammy sat back and let us do our thing. He never got a word in when we both started fighting and it was always about a hunt. Me and my bothers got along well, well we are family but theres one thing that got on my nerves and that is they never let me go on hunts with them. Or at least big hunts which seems to be most of there hunts these days.

I stormed off to my room and locked my door behind myself. Having locks on the doors was one of the only good things about this man cave that I lived in. It smelled of Deans take out and booze. Sam hated that too and did try his best to keep the place clean but Dean didn't help with that leaving his junk food and rubbish all over the bunker.

I sat on my bed and grabbed my laptop and was about to put my favourite song full blast when a faint knock came from the door. Ready to shout piss off at whoever was there Sam's voice came from the other side. "Hey (y/n) it's me... you ok?". I didn't answer him, I didn't want too. I didn't have anything to say to him and this mood Dean put you in I didn't want to shout at him for nothing. "I know Dean said you can't come on our hunts but it's only to protect you, you know that right?... maybe after we can go on our own hunt like... for a deer or something?". With that I turned my music on fully.

"A hunt for deer? For DEER?! Really!" I thought to yourself. I knew Sam had been hunting since he was young and Dean started even younger than him and here I am sitting on my bed at the age they killed vampires and werewolves while I listened to music. It was embarrassing. The only Winchester in the books who was babysitted  by a angel and didn't hunt monsters. Not that I didn't want to hunt monsters all I wanted to be was like my bothers. Saving people, hunting things, the family business... "does that mean I'm not family... I never saved anyone in my life" I mumbled to myself while laying flat on my bed.

I waited a few minutes before getting up from my bed and walking over to the door.  Carefully I unlocked it and peeked out. No one was in the hall but you could hear Dean and Sam talking down it, probably getting ready to leave grabbing salt or knifes or just whatever they could find. I carefully closed my door again before walking the opposite direction for there talking. This was my chance to leave the bunker but of  course I couldn't leave using the main door. Lucky for me I had spent enough time alone here that I knew a few exits my brothers surly didn't.

I already had my jacket on and phone with me because before my fight me and Dean went to grab some food for what I know now is for me while they left me once again in the cold ass bunker. I ran trying to be quiet down the hall and up the stairs. There was a room full of books plenty for me to read while they left that's how I found it, another bookcase that opened to lead to the surface. Again as quickly as you could I pulled it open walked through and closed it behind me using the light of my phone to guide me down the tunnel to a ladder that I had to climb and open a trapdoor. Once I was out I walked down the lane close enough to see the main door. Leaning down behind a bush I could see the door clearly and the impala too.

It was a silent evening I could hear nothing but a few chirps or birds and the odd grasshopper. For some reason the thought of the first time I had found the tunnel came to me. At first I thought it could lead to some sort of room filled with bottles and there could be a ghost in there I let free... by mistake of course. When Sam and Dean comes home they would be so proud of me defending it all by myself and let me hunt with them "oh (y/n) I'm such a jerk for thinking you couldn't defend yourself and defeat it" I said mocking Deans voice. "I'll show him".

"I wonder why I was never scared..." that's another though that came often. Maybe it's because I'm a Winchester and growing up with Sam and Dean they never seemed scared of anything. Any normal person that found that bookcase cave wouldn't go in it and definitely not wish for a ghost to come after them. Does that make me weird? Most likely but no one would judge me mostly cause I never get out. If Sam or Dean is gone I have to stay in the bunker lock the doors and DO NOT open it for anyone.

Eugh...

Before I could think of anything else the bunker door creaked open and the two tall slender-men came out with there backpack's slung over there shoulders. "There's no point going back and talking to her, her music is on full blast she won't listen to you Dean" Sam said opening the trunk of the car. "She just not ready to come with us she irresponsible" Dean says while they both swing there bags in the trunk and slam it down again. Sam walked toward the passenger door but before he opened it he looked over at Dean who had already opened his door "You know we hunted much younger than her Dean... she just wants to feel like she's apart of this family cause she never does anything but sit in the bunker". "That's where she should stay" Dean said sharply back "we can't have her getting hurt she doesn't know what she's doing. Now come on" he said already getting into the drivers seat and slamming the door. Sam stands another few seconds before doing the same as him getting in the car with a sigh.

"Irresponsible" I angrily muttered to myself "says the two brothers that let Lucifer out of his cage". The impala started up and started to drive down the lane. I waited calmly for it to turn the corner before getting back up and wiping the dirt from my knees "irresponsible that's what they really think of me?" I laughed to myself. Looking around making sure there angel wasn't hanging around I quickly rushed back to the trapdoor down the ladder and back into the old bookshelf room. When I closed the door and grabbed a book just in case Castiel did hang around and I needed a excuse of why I was shadily walking around the bunker. One thing I knew I was good at was lying and getting away with things easily must be another pro of being a Winchester. When did Sam and Dean even stop lying, FBI my ass.

Then again you could say anything to Cas and he would believe it, sure Sam or Dean would tell you off once they found out about but it was worth it. Running down the hallway back to my room I rushed in and closed the door the music still booming at full blast. Honestly I didn't notice it much I had a plan in my mind.

Throwing the old book onto my bed I ran straight to my wardrobe pulling out a rough but usable backpack pretty plain honestly, but I didn't go out buying brand new stuff. It was Sam's old bag at one point before he got a new one after all he needed it going out every week for days or weeks on end, and I didn't need it only time you got to hunt seems like my brothers was holding my hand the whole time. "Tooth brush" I shouted as I realised "damn there's a lot of stuff that needs packed when leaving the bunker". Rushing down the hallway into one of many bathrooms I grabbed my toothbrush, toothpaste and just all my wash stuff I needed. I didn't know how long I will be gone but one things for sure I'll be gone.

After filling my bag up with clothes, a few snacks, my wash stuff and can't forget the normal knifes and holy water routine I felt I was finally ready to hit the trail. By trail I  mean steal one of the cars in the garage and go on a hunt of your own. Lucky for me Dean gave me driving lessons and also lucky of me I had about $200+ saved up so fuel or finding a motel to stay in wasn't gonna be hard work. I turned off my music and stuffed my laptop and charger into my bag. Rushing to the garage I get into a nice blue 1969 Buick skylark sedan I called it "my own" but I knew if Dean could see me right now he would never let me drive her.

"But he wasn't here and no one can tell me otherwise"

I smiled to myself starting up the engine and hearing the old engine roar. I throw my bag into the backseat and without even having a second thought on my discussion drove her to the large doors hoping out to open them and when sedan was out close the place up again. "My chance" I told myself "I won't be away that long I'm sure" I had to reassure myself. So I took a deep breath in and out before I drove her down the lane not sure where I was heading but anywhere was better than the bunker.

So this is the first ever time I have wrote something like this and I hope you enjoyed it so far :) thank you ~ Amy