as much as i would love
a big tight hug
and to be picked up and
spun around, like in the movies
please dont do that
because my heart will start to race
and my mind will start to panic
and i will want you to let me go
its not because i dont want you around me
its because im quite heavy
and my weight is morbid
and i dont want you to try and pick me up
and fall
and have me crush you
