All That Matters

Feelings

Paisley p.o.v

Everyone seems to be having a great time, except for me. I can't get the thought out of my head that Harry would use me...

Harry keeps giving me confused looks. I smile and try to forget the crazy thoughts in my head while squeezing his hand.

I love him.

This boy here would never hurt me.. But i have to know something.

"Harry? Can we talk somewhere in private?", i whisper to him.

He nods and we get up from the couch and dismiss ourselves.

We walk out to Louis's balcony that overlooks a lake.

I look down to see some fish swimming underneath me, and it calms my nerves.

"What's wrong Paisley? You've seem kind of spaced out all night?", he asks with a worried voice.

I grab his hands and sit on the bench outside the door.

"Are you using me?", i blurt out.

He looks at me with wild eyes.

"What?"

"Like for...", i say trailing off.

He looks at me stunned.

"Why the hell would you even think that?", he says over the wind.

I look down at my fidgeting hands, suddenly becoming nervous again.

I've never seen Harry so wild looking.

"I just thought with the whole thing with Jessica and how every girl undresses you with their eyes, that you've had some experience", i say, my eyes not meeting his.

"I can't believe you think I'm that kinda guy", he says in shock.

A tear trickles down my cheek.

I let my dumbass thoughts get to me, and he's finally gonna break up with me.

Right here, right now.

"I've only been with one other girl Paisley", he says while grabbing my hands.

I expected him to yell at me like in the dream, but he remains calm.

"I've only done that with one person, and i loved her very much", he says with honesty.

The topic seems very emotional for him and he turns away from me with tear filled eyes.

"She was really important to me, but she passed away", he says, tears spilling down his cheeks. I've never seen him cry.

"She got into a car crash involving a drunk driver and didn't survive. You remind me a lot like her", he says while cupping his hands to my cheeks.

"I love you Paisley and i won't ever pressure you into something you're not ready for", he says.

I grab his hands and pull him into me.

I kiss him passionately and for a minute, I forget that we're at Louis's house. All i can think about is Harry and that's all I ever want to think about.

"I love you too", i say pulling away from the kiss.

Harry starts laughing and i look at him weirdly.

He starts tickling my sides and i immediately begin to fight back.

"Harry stop!", i scream through laughs.

I run out of his grasp and back into the house laughing like a maniac.

The boys and girls look at me with confused faces and I stop to explain.

"Harry...tickle", I say while panting. I need to go to the gym.

I hear Harry stomping after me and run up the stairs.

"I'm gonna get you!", he yells as he runs up the stairs after me.

I giggle and lock myself into the bathroom.

He jiggles the door knob, demanding I open up.

I laugh and open the door to Harry with a cheeky grin on his face.

He attacks me into a hug and starts kissing my neck.

I laugh pushing him off and peck him on the lips.

He drives me crazy, but I couldn't make do without him.

**** what do you think? I'm sorry i didn't update yesterday i was a busy shopper. :) Vote and Comment please! ~ mwahh <3