Will be Forgetting This

I'll forget it...

OK, so today I decided to write everything here that has been happening lately... since a month ago let's say... or should I say "I say" not "let's say"... because you're not here anymore... you're not part of my life anymore... Like the title says... "I'll forget it"... I'll forget everything that we've done together... and I mean EVERYTHING... like yesterday... Emerson was asking me a question that he already knew what I would answer... what the regular and real me would say... 

He asked me if I still remember the first kiss you gave me... I said "Umm... excuse me, what?!" then he replied back with a "Ohh... you really have moved on eh... :( :(" and then I was like "What?" he said "But Reign... if you have moved on then what about "you know who"? can he stand alone without you?" and I answered "Why would he need me? He has his "crushmate" so why would he need me if he already has someone else keeping him in company and keepining him from going?" and yeah... and today... I recently noticed that we always get TOO close from each other... actually, since this week started... 

Monday, I was laughing my @$$ off because I see your brief... hehe... still makes me cringe... Tuesday, Ma'am Mhervic told me to get "my" glasses from you, but you were wearing "your" glasses, not mine, mines at home... so a bit embarrassing and our classmates started to say "Ayyyiiiieeeee" because we were a big love team back then... but nevermind that... Wednesday, we always cross by each other... First was actually was at flag ceremony, we were side by side on the line, next was on Ma'am Mhervic"s class, when we were gonna check our notebooks for notes, next recess, then lunch and in after class dismissal, we cross each other not minding each others businesses and minding our own businesses... then Thursday, I think it was after lunch, it was veccant, I was gonna open the classroom door from the outside, you were opening it from the inside but since it was push for me and pull for you, I tripped when you opened it, then you lifted me up, not knowing it was me, then walking away like nothing happened after seeing it was me... 

And then their was today, Friday... its still makes me... a bit chill... because we have this game called "piring-piringan" which is a Filipino game, but its like hide & seek but in the open and not hiding exactly, you're just moving from place to place and the seeker has a bundle around its eye trying to find the others by just hearing where they are by clapping... and me, like a stupid one I am, I entered the room, while you idiots were playing the God damn game... And you were the seeker... while I was at my seat standing right beside it trying to look for my reviewers in Science and English, you heard a clap near me, then you later hugged me from behind saying "I cought you" and the others were like "Woah-woah-woah!!" meaning I'm not a hider, so you later then continued looking but you quit... 

You took off the bundle and shouted "Who was kicking anyways?! That's not fair, I can't see you guys... >:( >:(" and then I answered "Ivan..." because you were right beside me, then you later then said "I cought someone though... :( :("... I just went complete silence and went out... because I didn't want you to know it was me, or else, you'll ignore me more... but don't worry... I'll forget it... (SOON!!)