WARNING: SELF HARM IN THIS CHAPTER YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
I woke up and went to the bathroom took a quick shower and changed into something comfortable that contained in black leggings, white crop-top, and black vans I was sitting on my bed until I got a text from Anna.Anna: Hey can you meet up somewhere
Lexis: yeah I'll see if I can meet up after I get out of my classes
Anna: Oh okay I'll see you later
Lexis: byee
I grabbed my keys and walked to my car and went to my class
**After class**
I got back home and got a text from Anna
Anna: How about we meet at the mall like in 20 minutes?
Lexis: Okay I'm on the way
Anna: Alright see you there
I read the text and put my phone in the passenger's seat and drive to the mall.
**AT THE MALL**
I walk into the mall and I spot Anna at the chipotle I walked up to her and sit across from her.
"Hey girl how are you" Anna greeted me
"Hey I'm good and you" I asked her.
"I've been better" she said
" Why what's wrong?" I asked taking a bite of my food.
" I brought you here because I made a mistake" she said exhaling and then looking up at me.
"What did you do?"
"I cheated on gray only because I heard he cheated on me with Sabrina" she stated
"What is her problem" I said snapping my rubber band on my wrist trying to reframe myself from punching the nearest person in sight.
"I don't know but I heard that she was throwing this party and she invited Ethan to it" Anna said
"Oh really she did, did she" I said rubbing the back of my neck
"Yeah and she said that she was going to get Ethan really drunk and take advantage of him." She stated.
"Oh Okay do you mind if I call Ethan" I said pulling out my phone.
"No go ahead" she said leaning in while my phone was ringing.
we waited a while then my phone went straight to voicemail.
I was hurt all of these mixed emotions went on in my head I didn't know what to say or how to feel at that moment.
"Hey I have to go but here" I gave her money for my meal and told her bye.
Lexis Point Of View:
I went home immediately I didn't care if I got a ticket for speeding. I ran upstairs and opened the door.
"ETHAN" I yelled but no I got no response
then I saw a envelope on my bed I went to it opened it I took out and it was a picture of Ethan and Sabrina KISSING" tears were running down my face I couldn't take it anymore the one time I let my guard down and trust a boy he cheats on me!. I went to my drawer grabbed my razor and a gauze pad and went into the bathroom and cut. myself. one cut for trusting him another cut for loving him. it was about my eighth cut in that I stopped I rinsed off my razor and cleaned up my cuts put the gauze pad and wrapped my arm and went to sleep.
Ethan's Point Of View:
I came home from hanging with my friends and I saw Lexis sleep on her bed so I changed out of my clothes and put on some sweats and joined her in the bed I pulled her in close to me when I saw her right arm covered in a white gauze pad and I automatically thought something was wrong. I turned her around and grabbed her arm and slowly started taking off the cloth only to reveal eight fresh cuts. I tear came out of my eyes and I wondered "Why could she have possibly done this?" "Why would she want to kill herself".
"Lexis?" I woke her up.
"hmm 5 more minutes" she groaned
"Baby please wake up" I said wiping a tear form my eye
she sits up "What do you want?" she said looking away from me
"What happened to your arm?" I said with my throat aching from trying not to cry.
"What are you talking about" she said looking straight head trying to avoid eye contact.
I sat beside her and made her look at me.
"Lexis please don't lie to me" I said crying at this point.
she started to cry so I try holding her up she pushed me away.
"Can you explain this to me" she said handing me a picture of me and Sabrina kissing
I was speechless I was at a lost for words.
"Is this why you cut yourself, baby this was when we were together"
"It was?" then why does it looked like it just happened?" she said placing her head on my shoulder.
" It was probably photo shopped but baby you have to promise me that you will not cut yourself again?" I said crying she wiped the tear from my eye
"Ethan you don't understand I've tried so many times to so many people that its hard I lied to people I cared about" she said crying.
"Well the next time you want to Princess just come to me and we can talk about it okay?"
"Okay, I love you" she said
"I love you more" I said pecking her lips.
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Undying Love
FanfictionCover made by: sad_masquerade "I Love you Lexis" "No Ethan I can't Not AFTER what you did" "But I just want you to know that u have undying Love for you and I will just hope that you will see that some day" And just like that I left