The letter

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"Dear Johnson Family,
We thank you for everything you have done for us. We are sorry for everything that we have put you through. This isn't how it was all supposed to go, and we have some things to explain. So here it goes. We'll start with Nicki. In 7th grade she was raped. Repeatedly. She feared boys after that. In 8th grade she started to date this guy. At first it was perfect. We trusted him. He seemed so sweet. Months went by he began to be obsessed with her. Started telling her what to wear or not to wear. What to do or not do. He began to control her. Then it got bad. He started hitting her. Beating her until she couldn't speak or move or barely breathe. This went on for 3 years. One day he came to our house and beat her so bad he almost killed her. I was hiding in a closet. I had to watch him beat her and rape her. He finally stopped for a second and I called the police. They came and arrested him but not before he could do something else. He raped me too. When the police came he had just finished. The ambulance came and took us to the hospital. They called our dad. Nicki was in a coma for 3 weeks. I had lost my innocence.  It was stripped from me and I almost lost my sister in the process. After that I became fragile. My sister was broken. She still is. We both are. I couldn't handle people yelling. Especially at me. My sister feared men. She closed herself off. Finally we made it to senior year. She was finally getting better. Then our dad died and she fell back into her shell. She isn't my fun loving sister anymore. She is scared and vulnerable. She is broken. She doesn't trust. She is fearful. I am her rock. I am broken as well. I was attacked. Beaten to the point where I joined my sister for a week. I went mute for a long time. My sister and I we built each other up. You just don't understand. We can't do this anymore. We are so broken. There is no way anyone could ever help us. We want to thank you. We hope you can move on from this. From us. Go live your dreams and just don't forget about us. We'll always be in your hearts and we'll watch over you."
No one's p.o.v
The boys couldn't believe what they just heard. Mrs. Johnson was now being comforted by her husband. Looking around the room everyone had a look of pain or sadness or shock. Austin was the first to get up. He slammed his hands on the table shoving his chair back. "Fuck this I'm going to go look for them!" He shouted. He started walking off when Carter spoke up and said "stop! I think know where they are going." a look of shock now plastered among the faces of the rest of the family seeing as no one though that carter ever had a conversation with the girls. He stood up and walked out leaving behind the rest of his family. He ran. He knew exactly where they were going. He had no car and there was no way he could take any of his family members there. They wouldn't listen to them and so he ran and ran like his life depended on it because theirs did. After about a 25 minute run he found himself right on the edge of the beach he found the girls car confirming his thoughts that they would come here. He looked and searched but couldn't find them. Finally right when he was about to give up he saw the two girls sitting on a rock. A very high rock he ran and he climbed and when he almost reached them he called out their names. "Nicki? Amber?" they both snapped their heads towards him and cautiously stepped forward. "Who brought you here?" asked a very confused amber. " no one i ran because i wanted to tell you something. To maybe change your mind about all of this. " they looked at each other and nodded he stepped forward and sat right in front of them. "How did you find us carter?" " because its the perfect place. It would be so easy. Quick and painless and somewhat peaceful." the girls looked at carter lost and confused. "Let me tell you something. A story. A long time ago when i was barely 11 years old i heard someone crying. Me being curious i followed the sound and it went up to Alex's room. I pushed the door open and there were bottles everywhere and Alex had one in his hand he saw me and he threw it at me yelling at me to get out. The bottle hit me and it broke on my head. I ran with my head all bloody. We were the only ones home so i ran to the kitchen and found the house phone. I called Ryan who called Bradley. They told me they would be home soon but i told them i would call them back because i heard Alex grab his keys and say he was going to end it right there so i went and hid in the backseat of his car and waited. He climbed in a few minutes later crying. He grabbed a notebook and began to write but the he paused and he started the car and went off driving. Keep in mind he was only 15. He was driving and driving and finally he stopped. He grabbed the notebook and finished writing whatever it is he needed to. I was starting to see spots in my vision. Alex got out of the car leaving the keys in the car the notebook with the letter and his phone. I grabbed his phone and called Ryan and i told them where we were but not to come right away to wait 10 minutes. They didn't want to at first but after me begging they agreed. I had 10 minutes. I got out of the car and followed Alex and he came right to this very spot he was talking to himself saying how easy it would be to just jump. He said i would feel no pain it would be so quick and kind of peaceful. I should just do it. Why not? They tell me to everyday. He walked right up to the edge and looked down. He was debating. He didn't know if he should or not. I walked carefully up to him and called out his name. He turned around and looked at me he was still crying and his eyes were so red. He told me to turn around and go home. I begged him not to do it. I told him how much he meant to all of us but he didn't care he wouldn't listen. Everything that anyone had ever said was screaming louder in his head than the words coming out of my own mouth. I was crying at this point. I begged and begged him not to do this but he told me it was far too late and he walked right off the edge. I don't remember how i got to him so fast but i did and i grabbed his arm. I was holding on so tight screaming for help. I was losing consciousness. I was losing a lot of blood. Finally i felt a pair of arms grab me and grab Alex before i passed out Ryan and Bradley had Alex back on the rock and Alex was screaming kicking crying and begging for them to let go so that he could die. Brad and Ryan just held him and cried until the ambulance came. They took me into the hospital and they took Alex too. After a few days Alex went into this mental facility and he was there for a whole month. I was in the hospital for two weeks and in a coma for 1 week. I had about 100 stitches all over my head and it was a miracle. Brad, Ryan and Alex became super close after that. Alex got better and he apologized to me for traumatizing me. It was very hard. We spent the last two years getting closer as a family and getting better for each other. The point of the story is yea its easy you can just walk right off the both of you right now but think about it we are your family now. Every single one of us cares. You don't have to feel alone. We understand what you are going through and I'm so sorry for what you have been through but you don't have to let it control you. Please just get off the edge and walk towards me." Both girls were crying and when they looked at each other they didn't know what to do. They looked back down then back at carter and they just collapsed right there on the edge but none of them noticed the horror that awaited them.

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I'm sorry i haven't updated in so long. but here is the next chapter. hope you like it! 

so below is a picture of Justin played By Noah Centineo and Austin played By Jake T. Austin 

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