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After I searched the whole house I found other letters threatening her, one was taunting her saying her car was just a lil trick. So when she told me her tires had burst, this person burst them? She could've gotten hurt and she ain't tell me the full story? A whole amount of year, I kept asking her is shit straight and she lied and said yes when she's been living like this!
I went to our room looking at her sleeping peacefully. I looked back at the letter, I can't wait for no tomorrow on this shit. I shook her ass, she moaned sleepy. "Aye! Zoelle get up." I wasn't trying to sound angry, but I was. Who the fuck has the nerve to threaten my girlfriend? Why the fuck didn't my girlfriend tell me this!?
"Lucas. What do you want?" She answered angrily. I threw the new letter on her, and sat on the bed with my head in my hands balancing on my legs, I was trying to control my anger. "Can we talk about this tomorrow?"She groaned. I glared at her angrily.
"Fuck no! Why ain't you tell me somebody was after you !? I was chilling in prison thinking you straight but in actual fact yo ass could've been dead! You know from the get go I could've handled this shit a long ass time ago..."
"That's why I didn't tell you! I wanted you to come back early, I couldn't let you do no dirty shit on the inside. I know you would've gotten someone to handle it on the outside, but I just didn't want you to get into more shit." She explained sighing. "I know I'm wrong for keeping it away from you, but can you blame me? I was tryna make you stay on the right track..."
"Fuck the right track! Do you know what I could've went through if some bad shit happened to you? Do you not fucking understand that I fucking love you so much that if you hurt I hurt. You're threatened I'm threatened!" I shouted. We were both shouting at this point, I need Zoelle to understand that her keeping this away made me feel like I couldn't protect her or some shit. "You're making me feel like I couldn't protect you, Zoe."
"Because you couldn't! You were in jail! If you got someone on the outside to do it, you get snitched on again then what? We were gonna be back to me waiting for you while you're in jail? I couldn't let you risk your life like that!" She cried. "You didn't think of me when you killed your step-dad but I thought of you when this threatening shit happen "
"I had to get justice for my mom!" I shouted. She got out the bed and threw on my tshirt whilst I was still in my undergarments.
"Do you think you mom wanted you to spend a year in jail for her?" She looked at me with eyes that had a lot of tears. I ain't never seen her cry like this. This was my 4th time seeing her cry actually; first time was in her room when we lived with Ghost 2 years ago. 2nd time was when Ghost died. 3rd time was when I got arrested 4th time is actually now. This time, her tears are much more painful to me. "I cried every night for you, missing you. Wanting you near me, but you were not. You think your mom would want you to make your girlfriend feel this much pain? To waste your life like that?" She asked me. She sat down on the the with her back facing me. "I don't wanna argue with you. You just came back. "
