Sequel to Big Love *ON HOLD*

XII

☆ Amber

I was making sure everything in the house was going well. The kitchen was cleaned and our room was beautifully clean then spent some time with my husband and beautiful daughter. Spending time with my princess made me really want a son now. I need me a mama's boy who'll stay attached to me and grow the family and I'm sure Asia would love being a big sister.

"Baby" I called August for his attention he was tickling and having fun with our princess. He smiled giving me his attention while holding an energetic Asia who was reaching for me. I smiled sitting her on my lap. "I was thinking... how about we plan another baby. I really want a son now"

The grin on his face made me chuckle here I was nervous to talk to him about this because we're so occupied with everything we haven't had the time to really be a family without work. He's travelling most of the time to secure bags and I'm at the club while worrying about him and my baby but I trust Zoe so she's the one who keeps Asia for me.

"I'll take that as a yes?" I laughed and he joined me in the laugh.

"Hell yes baby! We can immediately start on the baby making process too" he smirked looking at me with lust. I could never get over that look.

"You're forgetting we're not in our home." I snickered. He scoffed annoyed it's not like he'll care anyway. "I'll go give Asia to her aunt Jo"

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☆ Beyonce

I was still mad at Jayceon for letting me know I was having a bad day which is his way of saying i'm ugly. I didn't like that at all! He's the one who decided to cum inside me and God just had to over bless me with twins. Jayce came downstairs with Blue who was talking to him about the movie Princess and The Frog she loves so much.  I couldn't help but smile at how cute they were even though I was angry at him I couldn't help but blue appreciate of how much he has loved me and my daughter like she's his. It's truly amazing because not all black men accept another man's child let alone their child so for him to do that really made new emotional that God really sent me an angel from above that's gonna love me for life.

"You're hungry baby? Mommy is making fries" I smiled at Blue. Jayce helped her on the chair. I thought he was just going to walk past me but he gave me a short kiss and listened to Blue further. I smiled at him feeling horny. If these twins don't pop out by next week I'm gonna have a problem I swear! "Blue Ivy I asked you a question."

"No mommy, I'm full" she smiled at me then went back to talking with Jayce. Trust my child to talk her heart out but that's why we all loved her.

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I was feeling really bad pains that wouldn't allow me to sleep. Jayce was sleeping but I couldn't wake him up because it might just be a tiny problem. I lowly screamed feeling another painful shot in my stomach. By now Jayce was up looking at me worried. "What's wrong baby?"

"I don't know. I'm feeling really bad pains" I cried. It felt like contractions but it was too early for this. It was about 1am and the midwife only was arriving tomorrow. After a while of him rubbing my stomach and trying to calm me down. It finally went away. And I could peacefully sleep.

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☆ Zoelle

The next day after breakfast I went to go sit by the beach to watch the waves. Somehow it cooled me down.  Me and Lucas still haven't talked and he didn't even sleep in our room. That really hurt me I won't lie because I thought he would understand why I didn't want to have kids at all. My whole life I had the worst mom ever and I've been through a lot of shit with my fucked up family.  I didn't want that for my child because I'm so damaged and I don't want to ruin a child who depends on me for everything.

Lucas joined me when I sat down. I looked at him as he stared at the ocean. I wanted us to talk so bad even if it meant me starting the conversation because he took the first step by sitting next to me. "Lucas..."

"I need you to talk to me. Why?" He asked looking dead in my eyes making me nervous maybe he won't be able to stick with me because most guys want to have kids and all of that. "You can't keep shutting me it without communicating with me"

"Lucas. I'm not going to be the perfect mom I don't even know what it takes to become a mother. I never had the perfect mother at all. All I know is the streets and all that wrong shit. I don't know what to do when they'll need me emotionally because I'm not even emotionally okay myself putting a human being in this earth is hard and them depending on me wint become easy either. I just don't want to ruin a child like I was ruined." I finished it off and I liked that he let me talk without disturbing me.

"Baby, have you seen yourself with your nieces and nephew? You're amazing. That fear is normal but everything will come naturally. There's Amber and Jordyn to help out, and you're acting like I'm going to be making you a single mother I'll be right here with you all the way. Your dad and uncle will definitely be here for you. There's nothing to be scared of. You're not damaged or broken you're one of the most amazing people I've met in my life. That's why I want us to have a kid because I want a mini you with your beautiful eyes and smile. You really complete me Zoelle. I just want a baby" he smiled kissing me. I smiled and brushed his cheek. Maybe one kid won't be bad but just not right now.  We're still young with so much going on.