AOT: Forget and Forgive

Broken

Armin's POV

I can't believe I just did that. I totally messed things up with Mystie. I never meant for this to happen. I should've thought. Why didn't you think Armin?! Bad! I just wanted to get Mystie back. I wish she would forgive me. I loved her, I couldn't bear losing her.

I wouldn't be able to bear losing her smile, her laugh, and the ways the slightest things can make her laugh sometimes. Losing her sassiness she gets from her family, and how she wears it well. Losing her perfect body, her soft lips, and her beautiful skin. To lose her and everything about her would be the end of me. I loved her with a fiber of my being. We were meant to be, I could feel it. I was completely and utterly in love with her in just a few days. If I messed things up....I wouldn't be able to live with myself.

"Armin! ARMIN!" I looked up and Eren was in the doorway. How long had he been there?

"Huh? Hi, sorry," I said, half heartedly.

"Armin? What's wrong?" Eren said, coming to sit next to me on the bed.

"I might've completely lost the love of my life."

"Love of your life? Wait...you mean Mystie?"

"Yes,"

"What happened?"

"I thought of myself instead of her and she got angry." I said, and Eren looked confused so I continued. "I texted her saying she was needed here. Apparently she was going to hang out with her friend, who she has been lying to about why she can't hang out with him. When she found out that she wasn't needed, that I just wanted to hang out with her she got pissed. I didn't think about her life, only about me...if I lose her..."

"Did you apologize?"

"I tried, it didn't go to well."

"Give her time, she has it hard, I've talked with Leena, they have to live two lives, it's hard for them."

"I know...I didn't think about that and now she's really angry...if I lose her because I'm an idiot...I will never forgive myself."

"You really love her, don't you?"

"With everything I have."

"She will forgive you, in time." Eren said and he started to cry. "I'm sorry, Armin."

A few days later

"Mystie?" I said, walking up to her and Leena.

"Yes?" I said and Leena walked away, giving us time alone.

"I wanted to say that I hope you will forgive me one day. I hate that you hate me, but if you can't forgive me, I understand, I was an idiot. I just, want to know, if your going to break up with me, just do it."

"Break up with you?"

"Yes,"

"Why would I do that?"

"I can see how mad you are at me, you never look at me and when you do it's filled with hatred."

"Your right, I do hate you."

"So, are you going to break up with me?"

"Yes," She said plainly, but then it turned to anger. "Armin, you only think about yourself, not me, I can't be with a guy who just thinks of himself. I need someone who truly loves me, unlike you!"

"Okay..." Armin said and walked away.

Mystie's POV

"Break up with you?" I asked in confusion, why would I break up with him? Did he really think I was that mad at him?

"Yes,"

"Why would I do that?"

"I can see how mad you are at me, you never look at me and when you do it's filled with hatred."

"Your right, I do hate you." I said, but it wasn't true, I was mad at him, but I could never hate. In fact, its myself I hate, I had to act like this because we needed to be apart, other wise it would just be that much harder to keep this a secret, I want to share him with my friends, but no one can know about him. It kills me. I don't look at him because each time I just want to kiss him and when I do look at him, I hate myself for feeling this way.

"So, are you going to break up with me?"

"Yes," I said plainly, but then it turned to anger. I needed to show him why I 'hated' him. "Armin, you only think about yourself, not me, I can't be with a guy who just thinks of himself. I need someone who truly loves me, unlike you!"

"Okay..." Armin said and walked away. I felt bad, I never wanted to do that to Armin, ever, I loved him beyond words. I went back to my room and just balled. I couldn't believe I had actually broken up with the love of my life....

I will try to add more stuff other than just Armin and Mystie.