AOT: Forget and Forgive

Secrets

*Leena's POV*

I knocked on his door rapidly. I don't know why I was here. I wanted to talk to someone, and I just ended up here.

"Hello?" He said as the door opened. I saw him standing there and I felt my heart rave amd I don't know why. Was I nervous? No. I couldn't be. Why would I be nervous? It's only Eren. "Oh, hey Leena. What are you doing here?"

"I just wanted to talk." I said, trying to calm down.

"Okay, come in." Eren said, moving aside. I walked in, slowly getting more nervous, I pushed it down. "So, what did you wanna talk about."

"Well, as I'm sure you heard, Mystie is in the hospital."

"Yeah, I'm really sorry, I know how much she meant to you. She's a nice girl and I consider her a friend."

"Thank you, that means a lot." I said. "But, anyways, she's out and she's getting the week off and I'm really hapoy for her, she finaly gets to see her friends."

"Good." He said. He looked at me and I looked down, not wanting him to see me, why am I so happy about this. "Is that all?"

"Umm...no...why? Is this a bad time?" I asked, suddenly very embarrassed. It felt like he wanted me to leave. Why did I come here?

"No. No, no, no. It's just you seem very happy, there has to be more." He said, stepping forward and putting his hand on my arm. I looked up.

"There is more. Apparently, I aced my Geometry class, and every other class! I'm top student in my grade!! And I know some pretty smart people!! Including Mystie!! But, with her lack of attendance since the hospital accidents, she's fallen behind, and I feel a little bad, but I'm top of the class!!"

"Congratulations!" Eren said and gave me a hug. I pulled back. I looked at him, his beautiful face, his sweet smile, his pretty eyes, and, out of nowhere, kissed him. I didn't know I had done it till I pulled back. He had a look of confusion on his face.

I took a step back, not sure what I had done, or why. I took another step, grabbed the door, opened it, and bolted. I ran as fast as I can.

"Mystie!!" I yelled opening her door. She was sitting on her bed, reading, like normal. I took her book out of her hands and put it to the side.

"Hey!!" She yelled. "I was at a good part."

"Everything's a good part to you." I said. "Anyway, I need to talk to you."

"Okay," She said. "But first, breathe. In...out...in...out..." She breathed with me intill I had finally calmed down. "Better?"

"Not really." I said, I was too happy, and embarresed, and nervous, and scared.

"What happened?"

"I kissed Eren!!"

"What!?!" She said, her face full of surprise.

"Yeah"

"When? Where? How? Why?"

"Whoa, slow the questions."

"Sorry. When?"

"Just before this. I xame running to you right after."

"Where?"

"In his room."

"Why?"

"I don't know, I wad just caught up in happiness and then I hugged him, and add I let go, I looked into his eyes and just...kissed him!!"

"Ooohhh...you like him!!"

"No, i don't!"

"Were you nervous around him?"

"Umm...yeah.."

"Are you happy around him?"

"Yes," I said, smiling, thinking of the way he makes me feel when I'm around him. I never noticed it before.

"Why did you go to him in the first place?"

"I...I don't know, I was just happy and wanted to tell someone, and I just ended up at his door."

"Leena.."

"Yeah?"

"You like him."

"I do?" I asked. Did I? I thought about when I kissed him. I liked it. My first kiss and it was to Eren. A boy who didn't like me back. That's not how I wanted my first kiss to go. It was supposed to be prefect. With a boyfriend I had been dating for a little bit first. "I do."

"Leena. Go talk to him." She said and I left back to his room.

***

"Eren?" I said, opening his door.

"Leena!" He said, getting up.

"Look, about earlier..."

"What about it?"

"I'm sorry...I don't know what I was thinking. I know you don't like me like that. I shouldn't have done it." I said and looked down, embarrassed.

"Hey, Leena," Eren said.

"Yeah?"

"I'm glad you did. I like you too, I was just afraid of saying it cause I didn't think you liked me."

"You...You like me?" I said, looking up.

"Yes." He said and we locked eyes. He took the few strides to me, leaned down and locked lips with mine. It was amazing. Exactly how I imagined my first kiss to be like.