I keep asking myself what have I done, the one person that loved me and put everything on the line for me wants to leave because I couldn't get my emotions in check. All my plan was, was to love her to cherish her, to give her all she's ever wanted and instead I push her away. And for once in my life I'm at a lose of words. I just keep asking myself why..why can't I tell her how I feel instead of wallowing in my own self pity I'm sorry..