Amour,, something I have but don't have at the same time. Everyone says I have the perfect life but the truth is I don't. People say it's selfish but what i'm about to say isn't selfish, at least I don't think so.
I have friends but not all were there for me. Most of them are snakes, from what I've seen. I was in a deep hard depression.
I asked for help but I never got any. My so called Friend left me hanging on a rope. I was on the edge of a cliff, I pled for help but I just fell down.
For a second I thought I was doomed but there was water at the bottom. I was now drowning and not swimming. I let myself drown in my tears of blood. The water was turning red, the water more heavy.
I felt the ocean floor at my feet. I saw all the beautiful colors underneath me. I was surrounded by sharks and dolphins. They both looked so peaceful in the ocean. Would I look so peaceful if I stayed down here? I was being pulled up by a gentle force. I turn to see a guy, he was helping me when nobody else was. I ended up at the side of the cliff.
I walked around the sand. I was now roaming around wondering what to do with the guy next to me. I walked up to a car which seemed familiar, I opened the car and got inside. I saw a chance to go but I didn't.
I stayed at beach why you ask well the truth is I don't know either. I stayed back and roamed around some more with the guy who saved me. We now were looking around and talking to each other. We walked over cliffs, rocks, and nature. It all seemed quite nice, but we came into a weird territory.
There was campfires with lots of rifles. I searched the place and saw another person. It was her. The friend who left me. She looked packed and ready with loads and guns. I tried to talk to her but it backed fired. She pushed me off and I ran away with my human.
We went into the jungle and looked for a way to survive. I went inside looking for shelter, but I lost cruz. He helped me so much yet I lost him. We went separate ways. I was about to go find the person who betrayed me but I decided to leave her alone for my own sake. But no I didn't listen and went back I apolagized to her and tried being nice but I got even more hurt.
I don't even understand why I went to apolagize when she hurt me tons of time. I wanted to jump off the same cliff as before.
Luckily I had sense into me and didn't go back. I stayed in the jungle happily lost. Months had passed by it was now three months later. I was roaming around and found her again. What did I do you ask well I dont remember.
All I remember was I forgave her and began our normal life's as if everything never happened. Yet it never left my mind.
