Regrets {Mikayuu}

III

"You have cancer."

Yuu's eyes widened.

His life had just gotten even worse than it already is.

I guess fate really doesn't want Yuu to survive.

Hes just a nobody anyway... why exist if no one even remembers you?

"I'm sorry, Amane-kun, it's an incurable cancer which has spread throughout your whole body and in your bones. It is estimated that you will only live..." the doctors eyes looked at the floor, not wanting to tell him .

Yuu's eyes started overflowing, daring to as without gagging;

"How long?"

The doctor looked up at Yuu's face, opening his mouth to reply.

"2 days."

Joy and sadness filled Yuu up, one because he could finally leave the world, so people wouldn't think he was pathetic when he would commit suicide. This was his chance. But on the other hand, he had to leave Mika alone, the only person who he cared about, and who cared about him too. 

He didn't want that.

Yuu fainted right in front of the doctor, mumbling "I'm sorry Mika," before collapsing. 

Yuu woke up in a comfy bed with IV's attached to him.

I guess this really was the end.

This is where his depression lead him.

To die.

Yuu told the doctor that he wanted to see his Mikaela, he wanted to see his face before he left. Suddenly, something struck him. He arose from the bed and grabbed the nurses hand.

"Nurse! How long have I been out?"

The nurse looked down, nudging the doctor because she didn't want to tell him the awful news.

"You have been out for 1 and a half days. You have half a day left in this world. I'm sorry."

Yuu opened his mouth, trying to say where Mika was. If he had half a day he would spend it with the person who put colours in this depressing world. His vision went blurry from all the tears, but could also feel a slight pain in his chest.

"No I don't want to go yet... I need to see M-"

"YUU-CHAN!"

Yuu lifted his head, seeing the blonde boy in front of him who was in his embrace. Yuu's tears drenched Mika's clothes, but Mika didn't care, he had just heard the news.

"I'm sorry Yuu-chan... I shouldv'e never left you alone.... and maybe you could've stayed in this world...."

"I'm sorry Mika... I knew I had things wrong with me, but you always asked if I was okay because you were concerned. All I said was that I was okay.... I'm really not okay Mika, I don't want to leave you please stay with me!"

Tears overflew from both boys as the doctor started tearing up. The doctor then stood up and said,

"Shindo-kun, you may come back tomorrow, but it has to be in the morning, I don't think he'll make it by noon... I'm very sorry." The doctor wiped his tears away and walked out of the room, leaving the boys in a horrible mess with tears flowing down and sadness looming the room.

"Well, Yuu-chan, I'll be back tomorrow... The hospital is about to close. Don't worry, you will always be in my heart."

With that, Yuu stopped clenching onto Mika's shirt and let him go. Mika ruffled up Yuu's hair and smiled with a hint of sadness still in it. Mika brought his head towards Yuu's forehead and kissed it gently.

Mika started walking out of the room, biting his lip and cursing the time because he wanted to be with Yuu longer.

Yuu reached out to grab Mika before he was out of his sight. The door shut, leaving darkness to engulf the room as the ravenette clenched his fist and cursed the day he was born.

He never gets what he wants.