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Brendon did cry to himself at times
He hated what he had done...he was him
There was advice "kill what's the problem"
Would that mean killing your self
Brendon was perfect....... He just doesn't know
Its his metaphorical party,he could cry when he wanted to
This was the hardest he cryed ever he felt like everything was crumbling around him,even though the slightest touch could connect him back to Ryan.....it wasn't close enough
And it never was......
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Brendon hated long distance
Like he hated long skirts
He loved when they were above the knee
His thoughts about his new school was terrorising
He thought he would never fit in
And he didn't.....
That's what Ryan loved him for...
He didn't....
"Shackled up,torn down,beaten up to the heavenly ground, your free now,your free now,here comes your internal freedom now..."

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Are we really that different→brallon [Discontinued...]
FanfictionBrendon is a very feminine boy,soft,small,timid,and broken on the inside but extremely pretty And can't get over someone Brendon!fem!mtf/cross dresser!pansexual And dallon the other is masculine,out going guy,that's very blunt Dallon!masculine!Gay