I was speechless she hadnt changed one but she was still as amazing as i remember. "Hello earth to piper" she said clickijg her fingers infront of my face. "Alex" she laughed "yes its me i know inwas suprised when nicky came and told me you where here" i was stunned by her beauty and shocked from her actually being here. "How long have you been here". "About 3 months i was transferred from another prison upstate". She smiled at me and hugged me "awe come here kiddo ive missed you" she put her chin on the top of my head. I hugged back she still smelt the same like cinnamom. My head still fitted into her neck" she pulled back. "Alex how come your not mad, i fucking left you at the time you needed me the most you gave me everything, and i left you" she bit her lip and looked to the ground. Like she was trying to fight back tears. "Piper its ok, i, i need to go" she stormed off as she walked away she wiped her eyes. I followed her but coukdnt find her anywhere then i heard mrmering coming from the stair case.
I went and sat next to alex, "al, alex, tell me pkease whats up" she looked up at me "im just overwhelmed, i havnt seen you for nearly 9 years and then you just show up and i just i dont know, i just reminded myself of how much i loved you, and apart from you leaving me when i needed you the most, weve all done some lretty fucked uo things in our lives piper." She started to cry more i put my arm around her and pulled her close she layed on my shoulder. She looked uo at me and rubbed her thumb on my cheek we both smiled, she worded with her mouth " ive missed you". "CHAPMAN" alex jumped up and so did i, it was Healy, "youve got him for a counciller, good luck" alex said. "CHAPMAN HEAR NOW" alex walked towards him "she isnt a fucking dog". "Back to your cube Vause, or youll get a shot." Alex came over to me and told me she had to go or she will be put in SHU.
I waled into mr Healys office, "How dare you chapman" i looked at him in confusion, "After i specifically told you to stay away from vause, what do you do, i see you canoodiling with her", i looked at him witha stern face "Whats your problem, shes my friend, i dont care, what you think ill do what i want wheh i want" and stormed towards the door "She named you yenoo". I stopped in my tracks, turned around, "What?" He had asmug look on his face "she names you and shes munipulating you by making you feel sorry for her" i looked at him "well KARMAS A BITCH"
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2 hours later
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Ive had my dinner. And we are all having a good laugh at the table but, all i can think about is what healy said. Like she told me before that she was fine why would she do it. Less time, she was holdijg a grudge. I need to confront her but i dont know how. I didnt realise i was staring at her. "Pipes, hello pipes" i got out of my trance. "Pipes come over here a minute please" i followed alex over to the bathroom. We sat down "what bothering you pipes i know somethings bothering you, I know you." I looked up at her "why" she looks at me confused "why did you name me" her face dropped and she couldnt look at me. "I, i was angry at you for leaving me, i never lost the love i had for you pipes" i stood up, "ok you held grudge and i know i never sgoukd of left, and trust me i have spend dsys crying over that night i left. But you where just so commited to work and i coukdnt deal with it anymore, and i always thoight you where just using me as a mule" she stood uo and put her glasses ontop of her head. "Piper dont, there where no complaints ehen i took you all over the world and treated you like a princess, and yes i let you carry that bag, and yes i know i was wrong for doing so, but" she started to tear up, "Piper i names you becasue i never forgave you, not because you left but because you broke my fucking heart, you piper were, are the love of my life, and at the time i was told to give names, i didnt do it for more time, i did it becasue i couldnt bare not being able to see you, not beung sbke to see yohr smile, look into your eyes, because piper i love you always always will. From the time you walked into that bar, i knew you woukd be a part of me together and i would do anything, and i mean even it took bringing you into this god forsaken place, anythung to get you back" she was now crying, i pulled her close and hugged her. "I know that we might not ever be able to be like we used to be Alex but we will try, i love you alex every second of every day i have only ever thought of you, i wanted a family with YOU, but Alex this changes everything, were in prison, and we cant be likr what we used to be, yes i love you more than i have ever loved anhone but i just cant be with you at this momemt, everythings just moving to fast" she sat uo and gave me a hug, "I love you" she murmerd in my ear and we sat for abut half an hur just holding eachother.
