21 SINS

You Asked!

I'm addicted to sex.
I think about it all the time.
I'm not a female or a male. But I'm attracted to women 100%.

Yes I have what some would call breasts. But unfortunately I also grow facial hair. I shave everything because I hate the stubble.

I'm of below average height at just over 5 feet tall.
Small hands and feet at the ends of my limbs.

If you must ask, I'd say I'm about 21 years old. Although my body feels older most days.
I'm a huge fan of Crime Dramas.
What?
What do you mean? "What's a Crime Drama?"
Are you stupid?

You know those TV shows where there's a crime to solve, and by the second or third season you're already solving the case before the end of the show. But... you keep watching because you're in love with the chemistry of the characters?

Exactly! Just like that show.
That's a Crime Drama.
My favorite color is pink. I like many things pink.

I live alone and have no children.
I think I want children, but the opportunity has never presented itself.
I never had parents in the sense that you have.

From what I'm told, the person that carried me tried raising me for a few months but gave up eventually and I was given to a church and passed around to foster families.

I gave up on that when I was 17 and found a job, bought a car and lived in it for a year while saving money.
I literally stayed in a Walmart parking lot.

I cleaned up and changed in the handicapped toilet, and rented a motel room once a week for a good shower and a nice rest.

I've visited many places.
I've been naked in a lot of them.
I masterbate in public a lot.
I'm horny all the time.
It's a blessing and a curse.

Lots of things turn me on, and I think the female body is my favorite playground.
I have an okay job. Sales and marketing for a mid sized electronic manufacturer. I have an office that's got a decent view.

Yes I have masturbated in my office.
Both alone and with a partner.
I love me.

Yes I've been to church and no I'm not religious. I would like to believe that there's a higher power out there somewhere that controls every aspect of life, but I don't.

I drive a small compact car. It's red, and has a gear shifter and 5 numbers on it. And has a big rear opening that I sometimes sit in during the rain and meditate. And to answer that question that just popped into your head, YES! To all of it.

I spend most of my day working, when I'm not working, I'm drinking to forget how much my life sucks.

I have a few friends that I drink with, two I sleep with, one that thinks he can fix me and I have this girl that kinda hangs around but we have nothing in common.

I don't know where she came from honestly, I was drinking with one of my friends at a bar,(oh I hate bars), but everywhere I went there she was.

She's kinda creepy and sweet but she's just always there. And I get these weird texts in the morning from her telling me what she's doing at that moment followed by "Have a great day!"

I know you didn't ask about her, and I kind of rambled there.
It's just that, I'm both bothered by her presence and curious about her mind.
I wake up with the feelings of accomplishment and regret when I'm with her.
But honestly I know nothing about her, nor does she know me.
But enough about all of that, let's get onto why you're really here.

My name or rather that, that I am referred to is Paulie. (Remember this part because we'll come back to it.)
I'm rather plain, with pale, sort of milky skin.
I keep my hair fairly short for multiple reasons. One, it just sucks to manage long hair. Two, ever lie next to a woman with long hair and feel like you're suffocating?
And three, I find shorter hair demands more respect.

I suppose now would be the time to confess though.