One Life | Justin Bieber

Goodbye

                 I've been in the hospital for two weeks now and I still haven't talked to Pete, Beatrice or Christina. None of them have even contacted me. I have my phone and I've just been waiting for them to text me. I don't understand why they haven't spoken to me in so long it really irritates me. I texted them all in one groupchat saying "Wow I really love how all my friends text me asking me how I'm doing and where I've been" I was hoping for a quick response but I got one two hours later, from Beatrice saying "Oh hey Lili, what's up?" "Don't you 'oh hey lili' me! Have you noticed I haven't been at school for about two weeks?" I say with anger in my heart but tears in my eyes. Once again, I wait an hour or so for another response and it's from Christina "Hey Lili! Sorry, I've been grounded ha. Stupid freaking Alicia for me in trouble for sneaking out again. I didn't get my phone back until just now. I wanted to text you earlier but I didn't have any way to contact you ):" I laugh because if she really cares she would've texted me off Alicia's phone or her parents phone, and I know for damn sure that she has a secret phone of her own. "Ha! Yeah totally I understand." I say acting like A I believe her she texted back quite fast "Lili, do you want to hang out with us tonight, Pete is coming toooooooo." I raise my eyebrow and scrunch my nose because I got kind of mad "Why isn't he texting back?" I ask "Oh he isn't on his phone right now, but do you." She says "nope sorry I can't ): Unless you want to come to the hospital to see me." I say then Pete replies with "Mar, you're in the hospital?" "oh yeah, sorry forgot to tell you." I say. "Why are you in the hospital? is this why you haven't been at school? are you okay?" He says. "Yes it's why I've been at school. I'm not okay, actually. I have a brain tumor that could possibly cancerous and it totally makes me feel better because my friends texted me so many times asking me if it was okay." I say. Beatrice texts back and says "WHAT? YOU HAVE CANCER?" I swear she doesn't pay attention to anything I say. "No Bea. I might have cancer, there is a slight possibility but I doubt I will get it."
I jump because I hear something at the door but it's just the doctor. "Hey Doctor Hopkins. I haven't seen you all week. I'm guessing you have some news for me?" I say with a nervous laugh. "Yes actually. I do have some, um, news for you. We must wait for your parents first, I was hoping they would be here" he says. "Oh no, they won't be here until Saturday." I say, "Oh okay, well I will just come back Saturday. See you then Marcelina" he says with a smile and then leaves.
                 I look at my phone to see many messages, they're all to much to read so I just say "the doctor just came in and he has the news whether I have cancer or not, I just have to wait until Saturday because he wants to tell me when my parents come." Beatrice responds with "Do you want us to come visit you?" "Maybe, maybe after I get the news on Saturday."

-skips to Saturday-

                 My parents have been at the hospital for a good three hours and no news "Doctor Hopkins apparently has the results. I told him you would be here today because he wanted to tell me when you were here. So are you gonna go talk to him or, nevermind I see him now. Hey Doc" I say with a laugh. "Hey Marcelina nice to see you laugh." He says with a grin "Mrs. And Mr. Barona may I speak with you?". When he said that I felt my heart drop because i already knew, the signs are so clear. I automatically start crying after they leave and I look up to see both of my parents cry. "Looks like you already know the news. We have to get the tumor out because the cancer has already spread to your brain. It's pretty severe and we don't know how much time you have left." I cry harder and say "what? I haven't done anything that I wanted to. I haven't gone to Seattle or California, I haven't met Justin Bieber or Jack and Jack. Heck I haven't even finished high school yet! Why me?". Doctor Hopkins sits next to me and says "Well you can do that still. We can find some way for you to do some of those things," I look st him and say "How? How can you possibly do any of that for me?" He says "we do it all the time with or Make A Wish foundation." "I am eligible for that?" I ask "of course you are, so which trip do you want to do first?" He asks "well can I at least go back to my school to say goodbye to some people?" He looks at me a bit confused and says "Well I think you can beat-" I interrupt him and say "I think I can too but I need them out of my life because I don't want to be more stressed out." "Sure Marcelina, let's bring you to your school"

-Monday Comes, School Time-

                 I get to attend all my classes but with no school work, during lunch time is when I get to talk to Pete, Christina and Beatrice. I don't have a class with any of them so they don't know I'm at school. I go to the usual table and they're not there so I ask around to where they could be but I eventually find them. I approach them and say "Hey guys" they all slowly turn around and when they do I notice a new girl and I just am really shocked. "who is this?" I ask and she introduces her self "Hi I'm Bella, I'm Petes girlfriend" she says. I laugh "funny, I'm Petes girlfriend too. Well, ha, I was but as of three seconds ago. I'm not. Also I can't believe my two SO called best friends would allow their best friends boyfriend to date some dusty bitch! I came here to tell all of you that my tumor is cancerous and that I have cancer and I was gonna be home for awhile so until I recovered it was a goodbye. Now I say fuck all of you, including you dusty bitch. You're all scumbags and you don't deserve to be apart of my life." I cry a little and storm off.

-back at the hospital-

                 I wake up from my little nap and I have millions of texts saying how sorry they are and all this other crap. I ignore it all and block all of their numbers. I call in my nurse and make a list in order of what I want to do. My first stop was go to California and meet Jack and Jack.