Nothing but Dimensions

how to be as sad as me

Write shitty poems with eyes too sleepy to stay open.
Wake up at 11 am but stay in bed until 6 pm
Stare at your ceiling while loud music about death soothes you to even deadlier thoughts.
Starve until you pass out
Eat until your sick
Don't cry unless your going to cry all night
Judge yourself on every aspect of who you are
Convince yourself the comments of positivity are all lies.
Take Advil even though you don't have a headache.
Feel your bones and tell yourself they aren't visible enough.
Take a back seat to your life.
Let depression take the wheel.
Compare your sickness to other and tell yourself your not that bad.
Keep everything inside unless pryed open.
Push them away before they hurt you.
Everyone will hurt you.
Were all looking for something to look forward to
I've found it
But forward is for people who aren't stuck in the past.