its 3 am

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Its 3am and I just woke up.
Tears are running down my cheeks and I ask myself "why are you so sad." But I don't have an answer I never do. I think its raining tonight I can hear the drops of water but I'm too sad to move to check . I feel this enormous amount of pressure on the side of my ribs and my chest is being to cave in. Sometimes I wonder if it'll get to heavy and collapse on my lungs breaking my ribs squishing all the love out of my heart . I can't remember if 3 am is for crazy people or for geniuses. I just don't know how to not be self destructive.

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