I'm so sorry because I wasn't strong enough for you; because I let you suffer alone and you did in silence. You never complained about the life you had.
You would come to me crying with bruises covering your whole face your arms but you never wanted to tell me why. I see now that I should have pushed you more to tell me but I loved you too much to go against your will but look where it got you: dead.
I didn't understand. You didn't let me.
Your dad he's where he belongs. I know you loved him no matter what he did. You were always like that you always saw the good in people. You believed in me when nobody else did you made me the person I am today and for that I will always love you.
You never knew how much I loved you; that is my biggest regret. I know if you did you would want me to move on but I can't. Jessica you were and are my life so now what am I without you.
