Septiplier stories {COMPLETED}

Knight in shining armour

TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of cutting and suicide.

No hate towards Signe she's amazing

Jacks POV

Ever since Signe broke up with me I haven't been me at all, I started drinking every night and crying all night. I hate being alone, but I was making myself more alone than ever.

I started eating less and stopped YouTube altogether... one thing lead to another and I had started cutting words into my skin like 'worthless', 'obnoxious', 'freak', 'alone' all over my body...

Today I didn't even get out of bed, my phone has been dead for just over a week now, and it's been about that long since I stopped YouTube... I stopped recording a few weeks ago but I had a lot of old videos that I could post that I hadn't before.

Hardly anyone noticed a difference, and those who did just asked about it for a few days but dropped it after a while, I ran out of videos to post and so I just stopped altogether. I haven't left the house in a few weeks now...

She broke up with me a month ago, she called me things and I believed her. I'm a waste of a life, it could've gone to something so much better than what I've wasted it on...

When people tried to talk to me I pushed them away and after a while they all just stopped, and left. Sometimes I wonder if my fans are still even worried, of course not. Why would anyone care about a waste of space like me...?

As I laid in bed, curled up in a ball, crying with no tears because there were no tears left, I thought about people I knew I would miss when I was gone. Only a few names came to mind, Felix, Ken, and Mark... Mark made me think a little more though.

He always has been my best friend. Felix a close second... but I know that if anyone else would miss me it would be Mark, I don't want to hurt him but then again he probably won't care anyway, he hasn't bothered to try and find out what's wrong... unless he has and because my phones dead I don't realise...

He probably hasn't...

I think today is the day I say goodbye...

I can't do it...

I have to do it...

I needed more motivation, so I decided to plug in my phone... as it turned back on the first thing I went to was my actual messages on my phone. I had some messages from my ma just asking how I was, she doesn't watch YouTube anyway and I never see her anymore.

I had one from Felix,

Hey Jack, I was just wondering if everything's ok? You haven't been on anything for a while and I was just wondering if you're just taking a break or if something's wrong? People have been spamming me asking where you are.

That was 6 days ago and he hasn't said anything about how I didn't reply.

Then there's Mark...

Jack are you ok bud? You haven't been active recently is everything alright?
7 days ago

Jackaboy is everything ok?
6 days ago

Jack? Where are you are you ok?
5 days ago

Seán if you're not replying then clearly you're not ok. Please talk to me. I'm worried sick and I need to know you're ok! If you don't reply then I'm making sure you're ok in person.
4 days ago

Well you didn't reply so I guess I have to come to Ireland. I'm gonna book tickets if you haven't told me you're alright by tomorrow.
3 days ago