You know that I would do anything to see that smile. The one that makes your eyes sparkle so gorgeously with pure, innocent happiness.
It makes you look like you're on the verge of laughing.
The first time I saw it, I knew that my purpose in this life was to bring it out as many times as I possibly could. After you left to join the others, I was afraid because I thought you might never smile like that again. Now you are laughing and smiling, but it's not the same.
Your smile is different. It's tainted. You look like you're about to start crying. It makes me so sad to see that.
I'm the one that made you join the others, right? You tried to hide it, but I saw the note they gave you. I don't care about the threats. You shouldn't have to hurt people to protect me. The others are what make you so sad, right?
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I don't want to see that sad smile anymore. If you are in the others because of me, I don't want you to be held down.
Maybe if I die, you'll get that smile back.
You know that I would do anything to see that smile.
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[Extra]: I know that I'm just being selfish. This won't help you, will it? It'll just make you sadder.
But I'm not strong enough to live in a world where you hurt people. I don't want to be in a world where I can't do anything to make you have that smile.
I'm such a terrible person. This won't do anything.
I hope that one day, someone can make you have that smile.
Published 11/27/16.
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