why am i doing this still

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Jarangelinopa arrived 15 minutes later with a suspicious looking bag. We went up to my room and she pulled a joint out of her bag. She did the weed and then offered it to me.

"No thanks fam, I've got a mad case of the tummy grumbles today," I politely told her.

"Wait, have you been nauseas?" She asked me.

"Yeah like hella."

"Holy mother of pearl, Katie!!!!!! Did you use a condom when you and J-Boi did the do?????"

I could feel the color drain from my face. How could I forget to tell Jacob to rubber up? I guess we were so caught up in the moment that we didn't even think of it.

"Oh my god, Jarangelinopa, I think I am pregnant."

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After 30 minutes of crying, we decided to go to the store to get a pregnancy test. I grabbed 3 off the shelf and walked to the cashier with my head down. I couldn't let anyone see me like this. The lady scanned the items and gave me a kind smile, as if to say Good Luck. I couldn't wait until I got home. I rushed to the Walmart bathroom and locked myself in the stall. I peed on the stick and nervously awaited the results. My heart was beating fast as I stared at the tiny screen. What will I do if I'm pregnant? Will I keep the baby? What if my family disowns me? How will Jacob react . . .

Finally the results were ready. 

My breath hitched as I read the "YES YOU FUCKING HOE YOU ARE PREGNANT" on the small screen. I felt like throwing up all over again. I could not believe this. I needed to get home. 

I walked out of the stall, trying to compose myself in case anyone I knew was here. 

I strolled past one of the stalls, hearing a faint, "just pretend the camera isn't there, oh my gosh Maggie."

Holy shit, I think that was Carter Reynolds. What if he saw me coming in with the pregnancy tests?! He'll surely tell Jacob. I gotta fucking MCR.

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