FADED TO COLOR (India Westbrooks ff)

✨Aint my fault✨

India P.O.V.
I open the door to see Crystal.

Why is she here?
I've literally lost my liking for her.
She could honestly go through all the pain I went through.

We just stand there staring at each other as I sigh and look away.

She is my sister...

I look in her eyes and notice them tearing up, awwww come on! If someone else starts crying, then I'm gonna start. I sigh and do the right thing which is pulling her into a hug.

"I'm so sorry!" She says crying and hugging me back. I stand there silent, not really knowing what to say.

"I never meant to hurt you so bad, it was just my emotions getting the best of me." She says completely sobbing.

I'm completely confused by this whole thing, like what do I say? Do I just stand here and comfort her? Do we talk about it? Sooooo many questions!!

"Crystal come on." I say sighing and shutting the door as we walk to the couch.

I can definitely tell that she's gotten skinnier and has gotten lighter, if that's even possible. We both some light skin ass niggas.

We sit on the couch as I out my feet on the table waiting for to explain, I'm not gonna forgive her just because she's crying. I give her a hand signal so she could begin talking.

"India I'm sorry! I just kinda felt that the moment was more important for me because I had a connection with my father and I wanted my questions answered. I know it wasn't all about me, and you probably had questions and everyone had some too. I just got carried away and I should've controlled my emotions and not have given attitude to anybody. I just can't explain how sorry I am and I feel so bad for putting you through all that pain when I know you've been through so much!" She screams crying, by now I'm even shedding more tears than I really expected.

"I just feel so bad! I haven't been eating or anything. I can't deal with myself!" She yells with her face tomato red and tears streaming out like a waterfall.

"I'm not even asking for forgiveness, but please promise me one thing." She says as I nod wanting her to continue. "We're gonna keep close, okay?" She ask. Bitch what the fuck?

"What?" I ask scrunching my nose up

"I know you probably won't ever forgive me, but please, your the only family that I feel comfortable and can communicate with." She says with a fresh set of tears rolling down her eyes.

"Crystal your hurt me really bad, physically and mentally, I don't wanna be close to someone who will fight or attack me because of something that happened to them. And you're damn right, It'll be a long long while before I forgive you." I say sniffing as as continues to cry harder.

"India please! Your my only close family!" She yells dramatically crying and sniffing.

"And you're mine, but how would you feel if you went through what I went through." I ask.

"I would be in so much pain but I would be willing to work it out with the person if they were my only close family." She says as I sigh.

"I will work it out with you, but I'm just not ready. I just got out of a coma a few weeks ago, that you put me in, and I'm not even really wanting to talk to you right now." I say really not meaning to hurt her feeling. Her face drops as the teams continue to stream down.