After the tears stopped and my wet cheaks dry I put my P.J.'s on and climb into bed, zombie-like. I did not sleep I just thought... thought about how it was my fault I killed my parents... if only, if only I did not make them go. If only, if only...
Silent tears fall from my eyes again as I relive the accident. I curl into a ball and shut my eyes as the tears fall freely from my face. Will my pain never stop? Or am I going to be like this for the rest of my life? I want to be the bubbly, perky, nice little girl I used to be... not this...
People say people die for a reason, people die when it is their time. What reason was it for my parents to die? How could it be 'their time'?! No kid should live without their parents, how could it be their time? How, how?
A sudden knock on my bedroom door made me jump out of my endless thoughts. Who was it knocking on my door?
"Secret, it's me Dylan. May I come in?" The familliar voice of my older brother asked. My brother never came into my room, what is going on?
I got out of bed and made my way towards the door, still zombie like, and opened it then I crawled back into bed and waited for him to speak. He walked in slowly, shut the door behind him, and sat on the end of my bed, not looking at me. This had to be bad news.
I tapped his broad shoulder to make him look at me. I gave him a questioning look. What did he come in here for?
"Secret..." He whispered than suddenly embraced me. What is going on?! I continued to stare at him with the questioning look plastered to my face.
When he finally looked up, his dark brown eyes glistened with tears.
"Secret... your being taken away" He said slowly, his husky voice filled with sorrow and apology. Why am I being taken away? What did I do? Why, why, why?!
"My dear sister, this is for your own good, we will not be apart forever I promise you that. We will not be apart..." He kissed my forehead and left my bedroom door, leaving me shocked, paralyzed.
Why was I being taken away? For my own good? How is it good to be away from the last of my family I have got left?! Why cant I stay with my brother? Why?! Was he that sick of me? Did I do something wrong? How could this be good for me? It is just tearing up what is left of my heart.
I cried myself to sleep that night, thinking of my brother I am soon to be leaving for who knows how long... why would my brother let them take me away? My only family... why?
I woke up to my brother sitting next to me, his eyes red and sad. His once happy, charming, angelic face was now stern and sad. He cupped my face in his hands and just looked at me, like he was trying to find something.
"Secret" He whispered. Than got up and walked away.
I got up and got dressed than went downstairs for breakfast.
That is when I saw him.
Was he a fallen angel?
There, on the bottom of the stairs stood a man that was inhumanly beautiful. With his light-purple eyes, snow white complexsion, ebony colored hair, and dazziling white teeth he showed as he smiled up at me. Who is this gorgeous man? Was I dreaming? Hallucinating?
"Secret" My brothers voice broke the silence. I turned to look at him standing next to the man.
"This is the guy who is taking you...away" He said somberly. How I thought this man was gorgeous! Now all I see him as is ugly, hiddeous! He is a monster, taking me away from the only family I have got left!
I stood there, frozen. What was I supposed to do? I cannot beat the man, he his much to tall and built, I would surely lose. I could run away, but he will just find me. A single tear escaped my eye and fell from my cheak. Dylan ran over to me and embraced me, I hugged back. Am I really going to see him again? I took a deep breath and he looked up at me, I looked at him and said, yes, said three words that I had to tell him, not write him.
"I Love You" I whispered. He started to cry and I cried with him, he held me closer to his warm chest.
"I love you too my dear sister... I love you too" He kissed me on the cheak and wiped my tears away.
I looked back towards the man and he smiled at me, I glared back.
"Do not be mad at me, Secret, this will be good for you." He said, giving me another smile. I just kept glaring at him. How could this be good for me?! The only thing that is good for me is being with my brother! For the first time I wanted to scream and kick and fight, let all the emotions I have been hiding for years pour out of me. But yet, I did not, I kept silent as the Devil Man dragged me out of my home, out of sight from my brother... my dear brother.
'We will not be apart forever I promise you that. We will not be apart...' My brothers words echoed through my head. I shed a tear as I was forced into the car and drove away from the one person I loved... the one place I loved. Home.
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