Standing over his body, while the blood poured from it was one of the best feelings I've ever felt. I'd actually done it. I'd kill the man that had been torturing me for the past seven years. I am free, mom is free, more importantly, Amelia is free.
I held the shotgun in my hand, I'd shot him three times, first the stomach, the heart and finally the head. I could hear my mother screaming and asking what I had done, and why. I could hear the sirens in the background and my little sister crying from hearing the gun shot. The only thing I could think about was that we were free of his evil. I could run from here, Christian and I...
The sudden beeping from my alarm woke me up. Time to go to school, I slowly pushed the covers back and got out of bed heading for the shower. I used to hate showering in the morning, but now, I find it rejuvenating. Even though I have to get up twenty minutes earlier then I use too. Getting out of the shower I walked back to my room to put on a pair of skinny jeans, my Toms and a light blue low-cut T-shirt. I applied some make up and done my hair, ready for the day. Grabbing my phone, car keys and backpack I headed out the door, Ameila apparently rode the bus today not wanting to wait on me and be late again.
While I was driving my Samsung galaxy S3 went off five times. I refused to text and drive knowing the dangers of it. Pulling up into the school parking lot, I drove around looking for a spot, when I finally found one and parked I checked my phone. I had three texts from Kayla, my best friend since pre-k, and two texts from Christian. I opened Christians first and read;
"Good morning gorgeous!" & "How did you sleep?"
Replying back I wrote, "Good morning baby, I slept better last night. Dick face didn't come home drunk."
It had been tree weeks since that entire episode with Lucifer and mom. Mom had taken my phone for a week but since I pay for my car, she couldn't take it. Lucifer and I fought about that too. Surprise surprise.
Opening Kayla's messages I was bombarded with her early morning attitude.
"Where are you at?"
"You're late."
"SHEYRENA WOULD YOU PLEASE HURRY AND GET TO SCHOOL? I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!"
Speaking of Kayla, she was flinging my door open and talking my head off about her latest fuck and drunken night. I was barley paying attention to her as Christian and I texted back and forth, making plans for later.
"Are you even listening to me?" Kayla asked as we were walking in to first period Spanish two.
"Huh? Oh yeah.." I lied.
"I swear Sheyrena, sometimes it's like talking to a zombie with you." She replied bitterly.
I rolled my eyes not wanting to argue with her again today. I was in a good mood and didn't want to ruin it. I got to sleep last night, I was ungrounded, and I was going to see Christian tonight!
"I'll tell you what Kay," I started hoping to cheer her up, "How about I take you to the mall this weekend and we can have a girls day?"
I knew that would cheer her up as her face beamed with excitement, "OKAY!" She practically screamed. Talk about excited.
The rest of the day drug by with out anything exciting happening, not even one single fight. During pre-cal I started to replay the dream I'd had last night, if only I could actually get away with murder. Yet I knew it wasn't for me to decide who should live and who shouldn't. That was Gods job. However, it doesn't stop me from wishing Lucifer was dead and gone. Out of our lives forever.
Just a few more months Shey, just a few more months.
That had become my mantra since my senior year started. A few months and I was free. I plan on taking my little sister away from my mother once I hit eighteen to keep her out of the life style I've been raised in. I don't want her going through high school like that. It's not easy. I'd tell her to go live with my dad but she and my step mother don't get along. Even if we are working on it, it's still tense and weird. I wouldn't make Amelia go there when we had another option. I'd do anything for my little sister, including raise her and staying there for her if she ever asked me too.
It was a Thursday night, so I'd only get to see Christian tonight, since I promised Kayla I'd spend the weekend with her. I planned on making tonight count. I ran into the house and grabbed some clothes for school tomorrow, telling mom I was staying over at Kaylas to finish a project that was due tomorrow. I texted Kay to cover for me, knowing she would. I drove to Christians apartment and walked in, using the key he gave me. When I walked in Chris was cooking me my favorite, biscuits and gravy. He really was the sweetest boy ever.
We ate the meal her cooked and watched 'The Lion King', since it was our favorite movie. Around nine I got up and showered, when I was done, I walked out, completely naked and laid done on his bed.
"Chris!" I called, "Come in here!"
"Coming." He called back.
I loved watching his eyes bug out at the sight of me laying on his bed naked. He came over and kissed me gently slowly turning it into a passionate kiss before making sweet love to me.
He rolled off of me pulling me into his body, cuddling me while we slept peacefully together the rest of the night. After three years of being together he still made me fall in love with him all over again ever single day.
