is it all over?

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Harrys pov

I am packing my clothes up and any money I have I look at a picture of Lou next to my family photo I asked myself...is this worth him....not having a family? and the answer is yes I walked down the stairs sobbing having a mental breakdown in my head. my mom opened the door with an angry glare she told me to never step foot in this house again weather im straight or not. I walked to Louis' house unsure of what to say. I knocked

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*Louis answers the door trying to hide his tears as if he doesn't care*

"what do you want" Louis asks with hesitation

"you" said harry desperately

"go away don't you see? IM STRAIGHT WE CANNOT BE TOGETHER" SAID LOUIS

"Louis we can I left for you some how my mom found out you don't have to hide us babe" said harry

"Don't call me babe and my mom knew too but I chose my family over you I am straight" said Louis

*Louis slams the door on Harrys face crying"

Louis pov

Im having a mental break down I have to stay with my mom though she's dyeing of cancer I cant loose her. but...I lost harry he left for me he really loves me I love him. I cant though. even zayn and Liam think that, they don't know who I love but I told them I was gay they accept me... UGH I love harry why is this fucking happening to me I grabbed the blades and put 3 cuts into me yes im a self harmer it replaces emotional pain with physical pain

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"Louis" said liam

"what" Louis said

"WE HAVE A BAND ME YOU ZAYN LIAM NIALL AND NIALLS FREIND LOUIS" SAID LIAM WITH PRIDE

"shit...I mean YES!!!

* Louis thought to himself are you kidding me how do I stay away from harry im drawn to him*

"lets call us one direction" said niall

*Harry walks in sees Louis and.......................................*

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