The diary switch

at the hospital

*Harry is in the hospital he's been out for a week*

*Louis is sitting in the waiting room scared and shaking like crazy*

*doctor walks in*

"Louis Tomlinson" said the doctor

*Louis hops out of his seat impatiently runs to the doctor*r "Yes Doctor what is it is Louis okay?? is he dead? will he live? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM?! WHATS GOI---------------" SAID LOUIS

"Mr. Tomlinson please calm down" said the doctor

"please doctor tell me you don't understand" cried Louis

"ok...so.. Harry is on life support" the doctor said

"WHA------------" Louis tried to speak but the doctor interrupted him

"there's no easy way to say this but Louis Harry is in a coma im sorry but there is no way of telling when or if he will ever wake up, we are doing everything we can do including finding out why this happened I will give you a moment alone then I have questions for you thanks for your understanding Louis best of luck." said the doctor respectfully

"WHAT!, DOCTOR fix him please NOW!!!!!!!!" Louis kicked screamed and sobbed

"sorry but there is nothing we can do" said the doctor

Louis' pov

I should have took him in the first time we collapsed, what if he dies what if....I don't have my boo bear anymore...if he dies I die inside, im nothing without Harry...why cant this be me.........why cant I Die. Why? Im ugly Im mean im a frigin bully I disrespect everybody my eyes are bland my hairs just ew so why not me? I deserve to die Im not right for anybody im a no good British boy the only real friend iv ever had was Liam. im mean and stupid I made harry do the whole project on his own I left harry when he left everybody for me I play with his mind im nothing but a big ugly tool I started singing don't let me go: Now you were standing there right in front of me

I hold on, it's getting harder to breathe

All of a sudden these lights are blinding me

I never noticed how bright they would be

I saw in the corner there is a photograph

No doubt in my mind it's a picture of you

It lies there alone in its bed of broken glass

This bed was never made for two

I'll keep my eyes wide open

I'll keep my arms wide open

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

I promised one day that I'd bring you back a star

I caught one and it burned a hole in my hand, oh

Seems like these days I watch you from afar

Just trying to make you understand

I'll keep my eyes wide open, yeah

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of sleeping alone 

Yeah that's my most favorite song ever...I wish just like harry none of this ever happened I bullied him and he loved it because then I wouldn't feel as much pain....God if your really up there please don't take my HARRY HE DESERVES WAY MORE HE HAS SUCH A BIG HEART AND I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH ....take...take me I want to die!

*doctor comes out to ask Louis questions*

"Ok Louis has Harry been acting strange lately" said the doctor

"Well kind of he collapsed the other week for a few hours but he said it happens all the time and that hes fine" said Louis

"if you brought him in at the first collapse even the one last week we have the technology to keep him from doing that or having him be in a coma and we could have found out why this happened" said The doctor

"I...I know and Now I hate myself for it" said Louis putting his head down

"what's your relation to Harry and does he have parents" said the doctor

"m a um im a really really close friend...and...no his parents kicked him out" said Louis sadly

"Ok so you will have to sign as his legal guardian" said the doctor

"That's fine thanks again doctor"

"I will keep you updated as too what's going on with Harry most patients don't make it but have faith" said the doctor

Louis pov

Faith? have Faith but. How your talking to anon religious loser here someone who's desperate enough to pray to the unknown species up above, there's no hope Harry one last thing before you go I will always love you...ALWAYS.

*Doctor comes out with news which he's about to tell Louis*

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will The doctors news be that Harry awakes or is dead or even something else wait and see hope you like thanks xoxoxo don't forget to vote and comment xD