Harry's POV
Since Louis sleeping on his hospital bed i decided to take some breath. Hospitals definitely arent for me. He has some breathing problems since he started to smoke more than ever. I dont like him smoking but while we hiding our relationship and that we arent straight. Our management always makes so much pressure on him, even they make on me. I havent had any winter girlfriends for 2 years now. But now "appearantly" Louis has a kid from a one night stand and he has a girlfriend which is an actress on the vampire diaries.
Smoking is his escape all of these dramas. I said him for thousand times that these sticks are going to kill him and take him away from me and he just smiled weakly at me. Now he is dying in front of me and I cant do anything about it. Sometimes I wish I wasnt be in celebrty world but then I remember i met him in this different world.
After 2 minutes i go back to Louis' place. And he wasnt in his room. I shooted to nurses and doctors. And i started to find him. I couldnt find him in the hospital and i go out for looking at the gardon of hospital. When i go out i see some people who made a little group and looking upside. I entered the crowd and look at the place where they look
I see louis on the top of hospital in his hospital dress. He was crying. I, I just freezed where i am. Our eyes met for seconds and he whispered my name. Finally i came back to real world and shooted so loudly his name. "LOUIS DONT LEAVE ME." He looked at sky. And continued to crying.
I run to stairs for saving him. When i canceled the place. I saw him there. He was on the top of the hospita just steps away from me. I said "Louis" in a weak voice. I started crying. He turned back to me. He said "Harry, you came for me. but dont love me. Im insecure. Im sick. Im not good for you. Leave me and live your life happily. Im not good for you." He nodded his head like *no*
I stepped for closing him and he stepped one to his back. He is so close to end his life. He is so close to die. But i cant let him die.
"Please if you love me, please-." And he was gone. He didnt let me finish my words. He didnt let me finish my emotions. He left me alone. I looked at upside and i saw his hand all in blood into grasses.
Okay this sucks i know. XNXJSHDJSBD
