Broken Love

;-; Chapter 3 ;-;

Previously on Chapter 2...

I heard laughter and chatter around me, like a normal lunchroom or classroom. I fought over what I should think about and then Alex appeared, I could only think of Alex and only Alex. My eyes were watery at the thought of him so I abruptly put my head down.

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I felt tapping on my back. It was until I realized they were asking what was wrong and saying my name. I stayed and kept my arms in the same position for about 16 seconds and then looked at my friends.

"Hmm? I'm just tired", I lied. I was trying to hold in the tears and stay away. I didn't understand why I lied.

But I didn't have time to think into it because after I chugged the milk as we were leaving for recess. We had the playground and the seventh graders had the field. It took about 30 some seconds to get to the playground.

I knew this because I .. wanted to know where Alex was everytime because I was attracted to him. Am I becoming a stalker or is this beung possesive.. or cod this be the love I just feel? I just want to be with him.. Ugh, why is loving someone so complicated?!

Whatever, I have to get through this day, or try without crying. I walked over to my friends and talked about random, funny, hilarious, dumb stuff.

I see Alex holding a girl's hand. O-oh.. if he's okay with it then I guess I'll try to be okay with it...

Ivan's PoV:

My brother is such a jerk how could he do that to her?! He knows she likes him and this is what he wants to do to her? I can't let him do it, but how am I going to tell her? She'll get mad if I tell her.. I don't want her to hate me though. Maybe I shouldn't tell her...

"Ivan.. hey", I heard her say weakly. She seemed really hurt and didn't look at me, just the floor. She usually looks at me with a smile.

"Oh hey, how are you?", I know how she was just by looking at her, but still.. she looks like she needed to talk about it.

She stayed quiet. She's hurting. Without thinking I took her hand and went to a place where we weren't alowed to go.

When we got there no one was there, good. She looked at me confuesed but sad.

"He's dating isn't he?", she said weaker than before. Her eyes now looking at me.

I looked at her, and her face was a mess of tears. We both stayed still, standing close but distant.(or 2 feet apart)

"Yea.. he is", I frowned.

She looked at me like she couldn't hold it in anymore. She hugged me really, really tight. I hesitantly hugged her back. It was silent except for her sobbing, I could barely breathe from the hug and guilt. It was getting hot.. really, really hot. She then pulled away, her face was red but mine was burning.

We stayed like this for 16 minutes straight. It felt like an eternity, her looking at my eyes(more like my soul) and I looking at hers(I saw sadness and it hurt).

"Thanks.. for being there for me, my brother would never really do anything like this", she said smiling and coming closer.

"No problem", why is she coming closer? O.O

She hugged me again. I hugged her back. Always. She's warm. I wanted to stay like this forever, it was the closest I could get to her. Since she likes my brother and not me..(FRIENDZONED BOI)
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Finally got it out for you guys, hope you enjoyed and sorry for the delay of 6 days, I've been busy, peace✌