Addiction

chapter five.

My breathing became heavy, my blood started boiling. Sweat ran down my face, I quickly took my rag from my bag and wiped my face. I tried to stay normal as I whispered to my self "sonya you can do this just relax, calm down. I stood there  wondering where leesa could be, I felt a hand touch me on my shoulders, I turned around frighten, it was him the same short sexy boy I was admiring. He spoke in a sexy tone "hey "I was frozen I tried to answer but my mouth refused to open....... Snap out of it Sonya he's just a normal guy say hi
"Hello"he just stoop  their smiling
It seemed as if he could see how tensed I was. "I saw you looking at me this morning"he paused for a moment as if he was trying to find the right words to say, "could you do me the honour of letting me have your number so I can get to know you a bit more he "he smiled and winked at me, I was dying inside, I don't need this to happen again ,where was leesa when I needed her the most. I felt a light tap on my shoulder as "so you gonna give me or what "? ,he was so blunt ,I tried hard to remember my number "5..76...0912" I stuttered "ok I'll text you later ".what did I just do ! I didn't need a this right now "sonyaa!!!! "I heard my best friend screaming my name from the other end of the block, where the hell where you 20 seconds ago.... "Girl these classes are hell, am so tired let's go "she said as w walked out the road to get a bus to go home, my mind was far away, what's gonna happen now, am I still gonna be able to keep up with my changing plan, could this guy help me,......."sonya !! Girl you've been staring out of space and sweating like a god dam cow  what's up with you?,,, oh shit I zoned out again.... "Sorry lee  just that one of the new footballers just asked me for my number, and I gave him"leesa rolled her eyes on amusement "why the hell did you do that, you know those boys are no good "yes I knew but he seemed different  at least I thought so..... "I don't know I wasn't thinking  Gil ,he probably won't text any way "she rolled her eyes and kept silent I knew she was cursing in her mind  but she was too angry to say it out loud. We got on a bus and headed home I lived a few blocks away from leesa so she got off before me, she waved good bye and got off the bus. I had to walk a bit to get home, as I walked up the lane to my house memories flashed in my head ,all the times that I had skipped school to see Jerome ,the late nights at his house smoking weed or crack, but my deepest secret flashed in my head, the long months that I has spent in rehad...... I hate to it, I didn't even tell leesa about that. I got home and headed straight to my room to ,I took up my iphone 6+ that jerome had gave me before we broke up .....i quickly turned it on to check my messages (yesss he texted)
3880972-hey cutie
Me:hi who is this ?
I pretended not to know it was
3880972:s😏its the guy you gave your number today btw  my name is rasheed"
I quickly saved his number.
Me:oh am sonya .so whats up ?
Rasheed:well,am gonna just get straight to the point i really like you and i would love if we could get to know each other more "
I was shocked at his reply "sonyaaa!!!"I heard mom screaming my name I placed my phone on the night stand and ran downstairs where she was.