My blue angel (Loki fanfiction)

Realization

Zisa keeps looking at the baby in her bosom. Though the child is fully asleep but she doesn't put him on the soft bed.

The boy fits into her arms so perfectly! She observes him intently.

A peaceful calm expression was plastered onto his face. His little chest was rising up and down rhythmically.

She puts a hand on his chest. She could feel the rapid heartbeat under her palm.

She can't believe this little angel actually will be deprived from his parents love.

Tyr didn't tell her anything clearly about him and she didn't press him further. She knows her husband's job comes with secrecy.

Zisa was not supposed to be here but she couldn't help herself when she heard the troops had returned.

She had been away from her love for so long. And that's why she was very surprised when Tyr didn't come to their home directly.

She got worried and searched all of their rest houses and finally found him in the rest house that was away from the main city.

She was surprised but later got angry at him for not meeting her first but when she saw the baby she realized that something was wrong.

The thought of Tyr cheating on her never crossed her mind because she knew her husband was an honorable man. He would never stoop so low.

But Tyr's helpless facade, his stammering made her feel pity for him.

For heaven's sake that man was Asgard's general! Now he is looking like a child got caught into doing something naughty.

Zisa chuckled remembering that.

To Tyr's credit he collected himself and made her promise not to tell a single soul about it and she agreed even though she didn't understand why.

And it was not the first time Tyr made this kind of odd request. When you are the wife of a general, normality is the word that has to be cut out from your life.

Zisa leans against the comfortable chair. Tyr was getting fresh at the washroom.

She looks through the window. It was a beautiful sunny day that was coming to an end. Birds were returning to their home.

Asgard was flooding in joy. The war has been won. Odin has returned with victory and peace treaty. Feast would be thrown, songs would be sung in the name of great heroes.

Yet she would not be anywhere but here with her husband and this child who suddenly starting to feel like a very much part of her family, a part of her own.

The child wriggles a little and nudges his nose against her bosom. Zisa looks at the child with surprise.

Is this how feels like to be a mother?

Her eyes waters up. The door of the washroom opens and she looks up at Tyr.

Tyr takes a look at his wife and the sleeping child. Silent tears were coming down her cheek.

He stands there being helpless.

What have I done?

A/N: Let me know your thoughts. ^_^