The only Reason (Cake Plus One )

misery

Nik.

Iv never Been happy. All my life iv been mildly depressed. Ya I'll smile but it doesn't mean anything. To be honest the only thing that makes me happy is samona,sometimes she doesn't even make me happy.

I sighed and got out of bed. Its Friday and I have to go to school. I don't like school that much. I like pe and lunch. And I also like seeing Mona and some friends I guess.

I look through my wardrobe and take out samonas 'NoRmAL PeOpLe ScArE Me' sweatshirt and some skinney jeans. I put on my converses and walk out the door.

My mom and dad never pay attention to me that much. My mom pays attention to my baby brother,well he's not a baby anymore he's 8.All my dad does is stay on his phone and talk to random girls.

I get to school and go to the courtyard to find my weird and crazy friend. Samona.

' Good morning babe' I say as I sit my bag down.

'Hey babe how's today'? She asks. Even though samona isn't the nicest of people, shes always a little nice to me. Key word little.

'Its going ok I guess' I laugh and sit in front of her on my bag.

Me and Mona have been best friends since the year of 2015. This new year well be best friends and band mates for a year now.

The bell goes off which signals that we have to go to homeroom. Samona and I walk through the hall talking about anything that comes to mind. We come to her homeroom and we say bye.

I walk down to my homeroom. Room 1 Mrs Gonzalez.

I take my seat next to a preppy girl that I don't like but don't hate either. I sit my stuff down and wait.

' hey nikkol' trey samonas ex says

' what' I say rudely. Iv never liked him even when Mona was dating him. He was so rude to her.

' Zack said he likes you' he says and points to his stepbrother.

' I'm sorry but I just don't like dating right now' I say and turn around.

The announcements go on and we do the pledge and hear what the counsiler says.

RIIIIING

The bell goes off again. Here comes gym. I walk through the corridor and open the doors to the girls bathroom. Ushally I would have to dress but I don't. I know its part of my grade but I just don't feel comfortable doing it.

I walk out and go into the gym and sit down.

' awww look who it is' justice the schools 'hot guy' says as he flips my hair.

' what do you want'? I ask. This is normal for me to be honest.

' oh nun just wanted to check on you dork' he says as he pats my cheek harshly and walks away.

I rub my cheek and Face the coaches

*the end of the day*

Nothing really happened today. I get pushed down. Bullied and just more homework.

I get on the bus and sit next to Preston. I used to like Preston but now were like bro and sis.

'Hey nickel' he say and sits down. He always calls me this so its fine.

' hey pickle' I say and laugh. The way home was just casual talk and all. I get home and got to my room like I always do.

I take a change of clothes and head to the bathroom.

I wash up and get out drying myself.

I put on some shorts,clean undies,and a baggy shirt.

I lay on my bed and take out my phone seeing that it's only 8:30.

I sigh and go to my books that I've saved and read a while then I get sleepy.

I didn't feel like eating so I put my phone on charge and took out my laptop.

I put it on Spotify and broken home comes on.

Memories. So much memories flood through my brain.

"I'm here inside of this broken home..."

I cry myself to sleep.

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*next day*

I wake up and look at my phone. Thank god it's  Saturday. I lay in bed a few more minutes and get up.

I make my way downstairs and see there's a note.

Good morning, your dad and I had to go on a business trip. I know what your thinking,no parties,no junk food, and definitely NO BOYS!! Samona can come over IF her mom is fine with it. Your brother is with your grandma for the month. We love you honey,call you later.

                                      Xo-mum and dad

Great a whole month by myself.

I know what your thinking, I would love for my parents to be gone that long.

Don't get me wrong I'm happy but I don't know what to do all month.

I sit on the couch and watch alittle of AHS and fall asleep.