Jesella

chapter four

It was dark and the only light in the room was from the window. I was laying on the couch and haven't moved at all. I was to scared to even move, I knew she would come in at anytime.

If I could take back about what I said to her I would. I didn't mean to push her like that but I just got mad and tired of her.

Plus I was even more mad at Rosie, she stole basically the only thing I had from my mother. Those slippers meant a lot to me and I just want them back in my hands.

Rosie reminds me a lot like Caroline, I don't see why they are so horrible. Someone probably hurt them so bad and they decided to become heartless and cold. Or they are just mean because they want to be.

My door broke opened and everything I had against the door flew everywhere. I didn't bother seeing who it was because I already knew.

"Get up." She demanded and I slowly got up looking at her and Jackson.

"You'll be slapped several times again but not by me, by Jackson." She handed him the belt.

I just nodded and she walked out of the room leaving me and Jackson alone.

"You know what to do." He said and I turned around, pulling my arms out of the sleeves from my dress, I slowly slid my dress down to my waist and unbuttoned my bra.

He began to whip my back and I couldn't help but cry. At this moment I just really wanted to die, I would rather go to hell then be in this position.

I can't handle the pain and it hurts so much, I wish god can take it all away.

While Jackson was slapping me, my body couldn't take it anymore so I fell to my knees screaming.

I felt Jackson grab my waist and he pulled me close to him. "I'm so so sorry." He kissed my head and walked away, I slowly stood up and took my dress off. I gently threw on a black plain t-shirt that went to my mid-thigh.

I laid down on my stomach on the couch and cried.

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Jackson's pov

My mom handed me the belt and left Jesella and I alone. I really didn't want to do this but I had no choice, I felt bad for Jesella.

I just noticed that this is what has been happening to her since the day I left. And what the hell even happened between her and Jasper?

It's like she's keeping something from me, I know Jesella more than anyone and I know when she lies to me. Whatever happened to her changed her a lot, others may not notice but I do.

She hardly even smiles, it's like I'm the only thing that makes her smile because everytime I see her she gives me a warm yet weak smile. And when others are near her and when I mean others I mean (Caroline! Rosie! Athena!), her smile slowly fades away.

"You know what to do." I said and she turned around, pulling her arms out of the sleeves from her dress. She slowly pulled down her dress to her waist and unbuttoned her bra.

I could see all the scars on her back and I didn't like it one bit. There was a few bruises here and there and I didn't wanna cause anymore but I had to.

I started whipping her and she began to cry, I wanted to stop and just wrap her in my arms but I couldn't, I kept hurting her.

I didn't slap her to hard because I didn't want to cause too much pain for her.

I hated it so much that my mother been doing this since I left, Jesella don't deserve this one bit.

As I was slapping Jesella she quickly fell to her knees screaming. I rushed to her and grabbed her by the waist pulling her body close to mine.