Stay Strong

Getting to know me

I looked through my closet and and started thing to myself: I am such a band junkie. It was true my closet was full of band shirts. I had only a few regular shirts thanks to Christmas and birthday gifts. I took out and decided to wear my sleeping with sirens sweatshirt cause it was my most comfortable. I looked at myself in the mirror and wondered what would make me desirable. I don't really know why but I did. I wondered that maybe if I have a cool personality! No, now I feel stupid good job Skylar. I stroked my pink died hair and covered my green eyes with my derpy hooves beanie. I did my knee slapper on my ripped jeaned legs and laughed like a southerner. I feel awkward now so I'll laugh it off! It didn't make me feel better. "I brought you a letter!" My phone buzzed letting me know I got a text."Hey Skylar I'm waiting downstairs so we can go get some pizza let's go!" It was Nia telling me she's pretty much tired of waiting downstairs. I grabbed my Jeff the Killer self made purse and threw my vans on, then ran downstairs. When I pushed myself out the door I slammed right into Nia's car. I fell down to the ground and Nia came running to my aid. "Next time let's have the door wide open so I can just lodge myself in." Nia chuckled, "You got it Ms. Rams-o-lot. I glared at her and she put her hands under my arms lifting me up with ease. I jumped into the car, buckled up, and we were off.

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I loved spring break; I got to hang out with my friends more. Though getting pizza wasn't my idea of hanging out; it was still fun. "What topping do you want ma'am?" "What? Oh, I'm sorry pepporoni!" I had apparently spazzed out and left my mind. "Are you excited about the concert tomorrow," Nia asked withy anxiousness. "Yeah! I'm really excited about it." "You don't seem excited about it. What's on your mind?" I looked at her face with a blank face. "Am I desirable?" She stared at me with a blank face and suddenly burst into laughter. "WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT!" She straightened up and continued seriously. "Of course I wouldn't have done that if you weren't." I smiled and laughed but stopped when the waitress came back with our food. It was a completely different waitress. She had a snookie like look. She had the pined up hair, she was smacking on strawberry bubblegum and had a jersey shore stance. She practically threw our pizza onto the table and walked away. I looked at my pizza and pulled a hair out of it. She gave the grumpy cat face and threw the hair at her. "KEEP THAT AWAY FROM ME I DONT WANT THAT NASTY ASS THING NEAR ME!" It killed me and I burst into laughter. "Wanna go get some handmade milkshakes at my place?" "Wouldn't have it any other way and I'll know if I find one of your hairs." I giggled and we left what we owed with a note. "Tell Snookie she left one of her hairs behind thanks for the food though!" I thought it was sincere. We left and of course went back to my house and made milkshakes. "Do you think Kevin or maybe Alix would be into me?" "Nia! They are older than us of course they wouldn't" "Your right. They would probably be more into you. You have more potential than me." I blushed and jabbed a glare in her direction. "That's not funny." She nudged me on the shoulder and laughed.

I wondered what would happen if one of the band members did fall for me. It would be cool to date one of them.

When Nia left I slumped down into the chair at my desk. I started drawing a ghost town cover to ghost in the machine while throwing my skull candy headphones on and listening to Dr. Doctor.