"Have you ever been so angry, you suddenly tear up and cry? I'm in that state right now. I feel frustrated, pissed and ultimately strained from this emotion. Most of the times, this emotion is for myself and what I've been doing to myself, and to others. I am mad of myself; my physical appearance, my perspective, my judgment towards others - those kind of things. I sometimes wished that I became someone else, be like someone else other than me, but I came into a conclusion that I may hate the one I cloned as me.
There are some things in life we regret and we wanted to forget that we tend to lean on others on how they managed to live with those burdens. We sometimes imitate their ways, experiment on ourselves and lived the way they live, in which most times we do not succeed. We then go back on our old basis and we tend to stay, and get used to it. We became used to the thoughts, the mindset, the capability of one's comprehension and physical appearance. It's either you succeed with a possitive outcome or succeed as an empty vessel."
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𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠
PoetryA collection of poems that [I wished] people had [said] sooner. 🔅highest ranking: #15 (poems)
