Once again my matesprite yells at me for doing nothing but when he does something she doesn't care. When I ask her why he can poke, hit, and be rude to me she would reply with "he has brothers so he can do that." I got so mad and distressed. Every day he and she speak in some dumbass shitty language that they came up with and it pisses me off. Also that they always hang out and every single FUCKING TIME THEY DO BOTH OF THEM TALK ON AND MOTHERFUCKING ON ABOUT HOW MUCH FUN THEY HAD AND THE DUMBASS SHIT THEY DID WITHOUT ME! At least last year they actually asked me if I wanted to come along but half way thought the year they stopped asking if they wanted me to come along. When I asked them why they weren't asking me they replied with. "We thought you had softball." And to that I said. "I don't have softball every day! You could have texted me and ask that way..." Now a days I feel like a nuisance, FUCKING SHIT, RUINING EVERYTHING! THE ONLY THING I CAN TRUST ARE THE VOICES IN MY HEAD AND... THE SHADOWS.
