Between These Lines (JacksGap)

{ Chapter 21 }

{ a/n } Hi :-)  I wanted to update! hope you still enjoy this! This part is my fave. Ugh sorry if it's late, WiFi was out. I'll make this cliffhanger last:)

Chapter 21 - No forgive, just Forget

Jack's POV

"Can I kiss you?" I whisper, slowly biting her earlobe. Not in a seductive way, but in a cuddly way. I won't treat her like the rest .

She spins around, looking up at me. She wasn't short but I was taller than her. "I don't know but-" She doesn't finish her sentence because she leaned in, slowly.

Her lips were so soft just like before. I enjoyed every single part of it. She wraps her arms around my neck as I wrap mine around her waist. She was so damn fit. But as our lips moved in sync, I can feel something warm and wet. Was she crying? Not again.

Jade's POV

This was my decision, I kissed Jack. I made the move. And now what, his lips remind me of Finn. I then started to cry. Why do I always cry when I remember Finn? Was it because he was the first one I fell in love with? Or is it because... I still love him?

Only me and my guilt of replacing Finn with Jack can answer that. I feel so sorry for Jack. He's been so understanding, so cheeky, so handsome and cute and so... Perfect, who would reject him? He's every girls' dream. Loads of people love him and would kill to be on my spot. But as the same time, he wasn't Finn.

I let go slowly, then I hugged him so tight, just like the first time I did. He was almost a life saviour. But I should forget Finn. I can forget him, slowly. I can forget him, I have Jack. Jack loves me. Jack cares while Finn... Doesn't.

"Jade, don't worry. I'm here." Jack comforts as he rubs my back. "This was supposed to be a happy birthday remember? Please don't cry."

"Jack... I'm so, so sorry. For all of this. I'm sorry for causing trouble, I'm sorry if I ignored you yesterday, I'm sorry if I cry every time. I'm sorry. It's just that, you remind me a lot of him." I look down, while biting my lip trying to hold back that tears that were about to fall.

"Hey, don't worry. You can get through this heartbreak thing. And you did nothing wrong to feel sorry. I love you. And for you I'll try to be perfect, to be responsible, to be understanding. Just for you." He held my chin up high, giving me his sweet smile.

"I may not be your first," He starts to brush my hair gently. "But I can assure you, heck I promise to you, you'll be my last."

"I'm really sorry... But- Thank you. For everything." I smile weakly as I stare into Jack's eyes.

"Whatever it is, no problem. I'm always here for you okay? Now, where were we?" He asks then he spins me again making me giggle.

"Jack!" I shriek again trying to let go. This was something Fi- Don't think about him.

"Okay," Jack says as he put me down and slowly holds my hand."Let's go down!" He says and he grabs the three pillows and I carry the duvet.

We settle everything down the couch and cuddled up. The feeling was foreign , but not like before. It was more comfortable. My head was on Jacks shoulder as he pressed the remote. The movie started and I was a little less scared than before.