Between These Lines (JacksGap)

{ chapter 11 }

Chapter 11 - Shay and Jay

After I went out, I texted Jade immediately. I was shocked that she forgives me, I mean it's not really that big deal, but it was for her. Maybe trust was her number one priority.

To: Jade

Are you free tomorrow?

From: Jade

Yes, why?

To: Jade

I was wondering if you would like to go out with me, tomorrow night?

She then, took a little long to reply. What if I'm taking things too fast? What if she ignores me? My mind was full of what if's, full of negative thoughts. But above all that, she did say she liked me. Was it still like or was it liked? I hope not.

I went to my car and drove back to the Uni. After the walk to my room, I instantly got a call. It was Jade. I answered it and I felt really nervous.

"H-hi.." I greeted.

"Hey, I just called and I'm sorry I can't go. I feel like I only met you days ago... Look, maybe ask me after a month? I guess you can wait right?" She asked, unsure what I would reply.

"I'm fine with it really, I'm really sorry for moving too fast... I didn't mean to I swear I'm so so sorry."

"You've done nothing wrong Finny." Finny? New nickname? I'm fine with it. "I'm just a little too confused from all of this. I'm new at this kind of situation, just maybe some time to adjust, I promise I'll answer after a month."

"Yeah, yes. Okay. Uhm... Good night?"

"Good night Finny..." She says as she laughs. "Oh and uhm, do you happen to have time tomorrow? I've got some plans..."

"Yeah I got some time."

"I'll tell it to you tomorrow, okay? Good night again!"

"Aww... Well good night again too, Jade."

She hangs up the phone and I literally didn't know of I should burst into tears or to be excited. I mean, a month isn't so bad right? Just a month. I'm also not sure if I really life her, it's just been days and I can't just ask her out. Damn, I'm so stupid.

Jade's POV

When I finished calling Finn, it was just almost dinner. It wasn't actually 'good night'. I feel like I said too much to him, all he wanted was to go out with me. The guilt is making me think about negative things.

What if he moves on after a month? What if he finds another girl? What if I really liked him but it was too late? If I ever like him, will I ever like Jack?

Jack. I never did talk to him. He was always quiet, different from what Finn described. From all the videos they made, he was always happy, fun and he would always laugh. But how come he's so quiet? I pushed the thoughts away and went to rest.

"Shay, I'm going up to rest."

"Okay, can I borrow your guitar?"

"Oh yeah sure... Hey! Why don't we just sing in bed?"

"I'm fine with it!"

We both went up and got my guitar. It was kind of yellowish and has some tiny beads. Before, I would always sing and play my guitar but as days passed , I almost forgot about it.