am i worthless?

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I'm so stupid,
All I do is stare at Danny and he even doesn't even notice me...  All he want me to do is his homeworks.. Damn, I feel like shit.
And my brother Hayden? Same fucking thing,
Doesn't even notice me too. .
I have no friends.. Actually I have one,  Harry my best friend but he's too busy to talk on staffs like that.
If you'll ask me if I'm enjoying with my life
I'll probably answer no.
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I wake up early
Then I Checked my phone,
I saw that someone send me a message
Unknown :"Hi"
Hmm weird.
I think I just need to go to school and leave this.
Don't want anyone to make fun of me right now.
I changed quickly, ate and left the house, when I get into the bus I saw Danny
He was gorgeous as fuck.
Hayden pushed me on the seat and laughed a little bit .
When we get into school I decided to follow Danny like a total weirdo
ho.
shit .
He notice me hoo no no no shit! what the fuck I'm supposed to do!!!?!?
I checked my phone like I have friend to talk with,
"Hey" Danny came over me,
"M-me hey? " I said
"I think so" he laughed
"Ho hi sup?.. " I said like I don't care
Trying to be cool
"i Guess not very good for you ?" He stopped smiling,
"W-what do you mean?? " I said confused.
"You sounds like something happened.. I mean 'ho hi sup?.. ' you understand? " he tried to explain me and all I do is stare at his amazing lips.
Mmmm i love them.

After long day of thoughts about him I wanted to  eat something,
Me, Hayden and his friends go together to Starbucks, I'm just being complete quite.
I didn't like them and they didn't like me.
I ate sandwiche and grab my phone,
I saw the message from the morning
"Who r u..? " I texted him back
Unknown :"unknown person.... Hahaha lol"
"Bye. " I send and turned off my phone,  like you saw I really don't know how to be friendly.. Like my brother..
I watched his friends like they were movie and started judging them for fun,  I'm stupid an mean but that's me so... Yeah..

Now it's evening already, and all I do is lie in bed and stare at the text message trying to think who it could be .. probably just another boy from school who's trying to make fun of  me.

Anyway.. Goodnight.

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BYE!! :))

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYLER JOSEPH*

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