Lovers

Depression and Forgiveness

I am so sorry that I haven't posted. I have writers block so bad but I love this series and always brag about it. I don't know what to do to make it more interesting but I will try my best. I love you guys always! Please don't forget to comment and rate, sorry for the errors.

May POV 

I awoke back in the hospital bed, but everything was a blur. I hadn't forgotten what happened to by beautiful baby boy. I looked over to my right side and Jonathan was sitting in the chair, head in his hands and he was crying. 

"Are you crying?" I asked, thinking I was delusional. 

He didn't even look up but I heard him sniffling. He finally looked at me and his cheeks were red along with his eyes. He looked exhausted and hurt, it was noticeable that he was indeed crying. 

I sucked in air, "I forgive you" 

I laid my head back, closing my eyes since the light was hurting them. 

"You what?" He asked.

 "I said that I forgive you. I forgive you for all the bad things that has happened between us. We could live a normal life now. You can change, Jonathan" 

He seemed taken back by this remark but he understood. "May, I cannot just give up everything now" He replied after a few moments.

 "I'm not saying give things up, I am saying we can change how things are. You can let my mother and I free... we can be free" She gave a sigh, feeling like it was only a fairy tale.

 He arose from his seat, walking over to her bed side and grabbing her hand. 

"I will set you and your mother free, but please don't leave me"

 He began tearing up again, crumbling to his knees. May sat up and caressed his cheek.

"I won't leave you" 

Jonathan POV

"I won't leave you" She said to me.

 I put my hand atop of hers, letting the tears run down. 

"I am so sorry for everything I have put you through. I am a terrible monster" Sincerely saying this to May. 

She shook her head and gave a bright smile.  I knew that she had forgave me for all the disgusting things I had put her through. At the moment, she needed me because of all the things she's been put through. She lost her child, well I mean our child. I wasn't exactly the greatest father figure though. May closed her eyes and was sound asleep. She was even snoring a little. I wiped away my tears and laid my head against her lap. I fell asleep myself.