(Y/n) slammed the door behind her and pressed her back against it, slowly sitting down.
She sobbed into her hands quietly as it was raining heavily outside. (Y/n)'s life had gone down hill in the past year. Not only did her parents pass away, but she lost her job. "I-It's all over..." (Y/n) sobbed, "There's n-nothing I can d-do..."
Her apartment was small, but was kept tidy and clean. It wasn't much, but (Y/n) was grateful.
(Y/n) let out a heavy sigh and stood up slowly, trying to keep balanced and not trip.
(Y/n) walked into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. Tears stained her cheeks and her hair was in a mess, but she couldn't care any less.
Her eyes shot to the razor blade placed on the side of the sink, she managed to stop herself from picking it up. 'I can't... I've been going clean for a week now!' (Y/n) thought, 'Even if right now I feel horrible.'
(Y/n) stumbled out the bathroom and into her small bedroom. She flopped onto her bed and screamed loudly into her pillow.
She turned over and gazed at the ceiling, trying to calm down. (Y/n) forced a smile onto her face to try prevent her tears from falling.
"It hurts so much!"
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So She Smiled (Sans x Depressed! Reader)
FanfictionWARNING: This fan fiction mentions self harm, depression, etc. If you're not into that kind of stuff, please do not read. Thank you! ~~~ "Too sad to cry. So she smiled."
