Distance Sucks

Thinking

I couldn't stop thinking about him as in Jake he was always on my mind and couldn't take him of my mind he just so perfect, so I started to think what if we got to meet each other in person not over the phone,no texting,not facetimeing, face to face in person, so I decided to call him "Jake?" I asked as he picked up "Hey, what's up" I told him about the plan of us meeting in person, he asked me how I'm supposed to get tickets to go meet him, because he Doesn't have money, " I don't know I'll find a way though" he just laughed and said ok, he had to go so we stopped talking, I got on a bunch of sites to try to find cheap plane tickets for two because I'm gonna have to take on of my friends or my mom, legit cheapest tickets were 60$, "What the fuck!" I yelled slamming my laptop closed, "This is bull shit" I got up and walked over to my mom "I don't like you screaming Fuck and Shit you know this" I ignored what she said "You love me right" she kinda just stared at me with a confused look on her face "Yes? What do you want" she asked me "I want to go to Florida" she laughed as if I was telling a joke "Mom I'm being serious" she stopped laughing "what's in Florida that you want to go see" I told her about Jake and she didn't like the idea of meeting someone I meet online "Addison Mae Metzger!, I don't know if I should let you go how are you supposed to get money?" I told her about the idea of me getting a job I mean come on I'm 15 I could find a job to do "Whatever Addison I don't know how I feel still but if you earn enough money by the end of this month I'll let you go" I was so excited I had to tell Jake,
Hey Guess what!?
What?
If I earn enough money we get to meet each other
How are you getting money??
I'm getting a job soon
Ok well I gtg ttylxo
Ok bye ttylxo
I was so excited, I'm finally gonna be able to meet him, the love of my life, oh ya I gotta find a job first.