i dont think im ready for love ( a ray ray story)

chapter 1: morning stings

Here's how it all began, I fell in love with a girl who took me to heaven. her name waz aaliyah, she waz the girl a guy ever wanted. she wasnt like the rest of the girls. we dated for 6 months til one day she had a accident n went 2 live with jesus up in the sky. Its been 3 years n still today I miss her. aal waz my wife, my mrs. right, my woman, n most of all my everything. We had the most healthiest relationship ever! sometimes we had our ups & downs but I loved her with everything I have n she loved me 2. my name is Rayan Lopez n im not ready for love.

Rayan POV

it waz 5:58 am n im still asleep. Skool doesnt start til 7:35 so my alarm woke me up, I got up went to the bathroom n did my morning highgine. I came out of the bathroom n went thru my closet. I found the perfect outfit for me 2 wear 2 skool. it wasnt fancy just a plaid shirt with a bow, kakis n bread 11's. I grabbed my bookbag n headed down stairs

I went into the kitchen n my mom was making me breakfast

ray: morning ma *hugs n gives a kiss on a cheek*

ms. L: morning sweetie, breakfast is almost ready

ray: mmmmm, watcha making

ms. L: waffles with bacon n slight orange juice

ray: sounds good

I sat down on the high chair of the counter n my mom placed my breakfast in front of me. I digged in n wen I finshed I placed the plate in the sink n grabbed my car keys n headed out

ms. L: have a good day at skool ray

ray: thanks ma love you

then ray headed out the door, he got in his car n started the engine up n drove 2 skool. once he got there he walked his way inside skool n went to his locker to get his books for first period. then roc n prince came

prince: what up ray

ray: wats up man

roc: sup broo

ray: heyy brotha

roc: how u been

ray: *sighs* im trying

roc: its gonna be alrite man

prince: yea no worries, youll find da right girl

I smiled n we all group huged. I love these guys til I die! they always be right by my side no matter what. we had eachothers backs, hang out 24/7, sometmes we have our ups n downs but idc there my bros 4 life. the bell started ringing witch means we have 2 get going 2 first period

roc: alrite lets go

ray: good idea

we all walked together to class; once we were in, we sat in our seats. roc sat behind me n prince sat in front of me, so basically im the monkey in the middle. Mr. Fitz said a couple things n got started teaching a lesson. English is so boring! why cant I have math for first period. call me crazy but I love math im really good at it. I waz so bored! til something hit my arm. it waz a note, I opened it n it said

Are you, afro puff , n steriods boy are gay tripplets?! cause u people do/be together on EVERYTHING like I want to know if ur gay or nah. if u are u probaly have a 3 some every nite how dat D taste? good or nah? haha nice couple you guys

from Ny'asia

I looked at the back of the room n my worst enemy Ny'asia n her friends were laughing at me. uhhhh I hate her like wtf is her problem! she always has a way to humiliate me. prince n roc defend me but I just say " you dont need to do that for me" but they didnt care they just keep on goin. Mr. Fitz caught me lookin in the back of room