i dont think im ready for love ( a ray ray story)

Can the stress get any worse part 2

ray: thanks bro

chres: no problem but i promise you, when u tell me somethin ill keep it. i dont do shit like that, sorry 4 da language

ray: lol its fine bro, so we cool, we good

chres: we cool, so did u and tay made up

ray: i apologize from da heart n she still refused

chres: wow, maybe shes thinking it all out u know

ray: idk man, i want 2  be friends with her but its like... she haz mixed feelings

chres: well to be honest, tay likes you but she doesnt want 2 break the promise or even show it. and sooner or later shes gonna make a move on you

ray: omg

chres: lol alrite now let me ask you this, do u like her?

ray:  ummm... woow, uhhhh idk maybe

chres: alrite, on a scale 1 to 10 how much do u like her and dont lie!

ray: c'mon bro dont do this

chres: answer da question

ray: fine, 10

chres: i see, why cant you guys cut 2 the chase n make it official

ray:  no alrite, it'll be weird me and tay liking eachother like that

chres: ok just saying bro, i g2g bye

ray:  im serious, bye man

then i hung up. im bored, i decided 2 do homework since theres nothing else 2 do. after i finished homework, mom called me 2 eat dinner, i sat down in my high chair and mom placed my food in front of me

Ms. L: so how waz skool honey

ray: it waz bad

Ms. L: what did u do now ray *arms crossed*

ray: i broke a promise 2 a friend

Ms. L: its not jake or chresanto is it?

ray: chres yea cause me n jake kept a secret from him and he got pissed at me but then i apologized 2 him so now were cool. and i made a new friend her name is taranie but i call her tay, so she hit on me a couple times n i try not 2 fall in love with her. so we made a promise not 2 hit on eachother ever again n so today i broke that promise n i apologized 2 her after school n she refused n idk ma

Ms. L: mmmm, honey you have to be careful with females because women do everything in this world, from good to bad and what you did waz priceless. idk this girl but she seems like a very nice young lady, and i dont want to hear any complains from her mother, so i suggest you be on your best behavior with this girl understood

ray: yes ma

Ms. L: ok good

then my mom went upstairs. i through away  the left overs on my plate n washed it. then i went 2 the living room 2 find something 2 watch on tv

Tay POV

i waz laying in my bed staring at the ceiling. i have 2 much on my mind, idk if i should accept rays apology i really dont know. his apology did came from the heart and it touched me, but after what he did, i dont think i can. i think i need some time 2 think this out. then da screen on my phone waz on, it waz a facetime request from jade. i answered it

jade: heeyy girlll

tay: heyy jayy

jade: how u doin

tay: *sighs* i got a lot on my mind right now

jade: mmmm, why dont you just tell him how you feel. boys cant just know what emotions we have

tay: i need 2 think this out, i might hang with u n missy for the next couple days

jade: no, when guy and a girl made a move or something they think it out or talk it out. and theyll have 2 choices, 1 be friends or 2 be in a relationship. those are the choices. so who made the first move

tay: ray

jade: ok, so im guessin u made a move 2. what made you guys stop

tay: ray told me a story about his past girlfriend n thats wat made us stop well wat made me stop

jade: alrite, and so today he just broke the promise, and he apologized 2 you. i saw you 2 talking dont call me a stalker

tay: lol stalker

jade: lol im sorry, so anyway your just gonna hang with me n missy while ray is going thru a lot. no lie if chres did the same thing i would think or talked it out

tay: yea, plus i cant just accept his apology like that after what he did.

jade: true

then my mom called me 2 do the dishes. i told jade i had 2 go and i ended the chat.

*Skipping to friday*

Ray POV

school waz the worst! i hanged with my bros but i just wanted tay. things arent the same with out her, she sees me and she just walks away from me. i guess its official i lost her, this is the worst friday ever! after school, me n the guys went 2 mcdonalds 2 eat somethin, we ate our lunch n the table waz awful quiet

jake: sooo

ray: idk what 2 do guys

chres: i told you, think it out or talk 2 her. tell her how u feel

jake: yea

ray: *sighs* i feel like i shouldnt belong here, in this world

jake: dont say that

ray: jake she hates me, she havnt talked 2 me all day! whenever she sees me she think ima do somethin 2 her. witch im not, i just wanna talk. im not a bad person really i just want this 2 end

chres: well, the best thing you should do is talk 2 her and tell her from the heart

ray: ill try

then we got up emptied our tray n left.