Chapter 48

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I was awoken when I heard someone crying. I sat up and looked around but I didnt see anyone, I saw there was light coming from the bathroom.

"Justin?" I said getting up

I walked into the bathroom to find Justin on the floor crying.

"Baby, whats wrong?" I whispered crouching down next to him

"I miss her." He whispered looking at a picture in his hand

It was a picture of him and Avalanna when they first met at the hospital.

"Justin." I said wrapping my arms around him tightly

He buried his head into my chest and began to cry even harder.

"I know baby, I know." I whispered rubbing his back

"I loved her so much Chels, I just wish I wouldve noticed her sooner then may-"

"Stop, you were everything to her Justin. She loved you with all her heart, you made her happy." I said cupping his face in my hands

"I just wish there was something I couldve done to save her." He said as more tears fell

"Cmere." I whispered getting up

I held out my hand and helped him up, I led him to the bed room and laid down. He crawled next to me and laid his head on my stomach.

"Justin your going to miss her, I wish I could say that it gets easier with time but it doesnt. I still miss my mom to this day and I want to break down every time I think about her but I just remember that she watching me from a better place." I said running my fingers threw his hair

"Its just so hard not to think about her, she was a amazing beautiful little girl." He whispered looking up at me

"And now shes a amazing beautiful angel who is still looking down at you, im sure she wouldnt want you to blame yourself Jay." I said smiling at him

"Thank you Chels, for everything." He said sitting up

I leaned in and pressed my lips to his.

"I cant wait to marry you." He whispered in my ear

"I cant wait either baby, your going to be the best father." I said kissing him again

"Your going to be the best mother, caring, protective and loving." He said smiling

"I cant wait Justin, until my name is Chelsea Bieber, until im yours forever." I said wrapping my arms around him

"You will always be mine forever baby. Because I love you to the moon and back."

"Forever and always." I said locking pinkies with him

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This chapter was dedicated to Avalanna Routh.💕

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