Alone

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I can't tell anyone my true self
Why did I try?
I know I shouldn't
No one will understand me
They'll think I'm stupid, selfish, ignorant.
Well those are all true,
But I guess there is no room for more people like me
So I have to pretend
Or maybe just not have any real connections
This is dumb right?
This is...
I'm more and more dumb everyday
Like from televisions and such
But I don't think television is the reason for my self loss and lack of interaction with others
Maybe I should just stop trying too
I like it much better to just dream like I've found someone to connect with.
I need to stop all of this trying to connect with actual people
I don't think it will work.

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