Tears (F!Reader) [ANGST]

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I'm having a really bad time, so I need relief. This might be all cliché because most of the scenarios are based off of events that happened to me in the past. I'm sorry.

I' m doing a lot better, believe me.

Jihyun/V's is based off of a award winning student play that was made at my school.

In Saeran/Unknown's scenario is about him, it talks about the abuse he suffers from his Mother.

High school AU (in V's scenario Rika and him will be a couple, this is an AU  after all).

WARNING:  Cutting, suicide notes, self harm, burning, depression, anxiety, mentions of suicide, eating problems, abuse, etc.

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✞ 707/Luciel/Saeyoung Choi ✞

She's in the bathroom, she usually cries nowadays. No one listens, so she doesn't make a peep. (y/n) has been through this before. Running to the bathroom and crying there. Teachers worry but she doesn't need that. She needs to be left alone, (y/n) didn't want people aiding to her. Saeyoung was always worried for her. He wanted to help her.

But she always pushed him away. He felt hurt, his friend didn't want to speak to him. Soon (y/n) slowly began to drift away from her friends. She wasn't around Saeyoung, even during lunch she didn't sit with anyone. She just placed her stuff down in her classroom and go into the bathroom. (y/n) would be ever so quiet, never making a peep. Nothing really phases her anymore.

Though Saeyoung broke the rules one day. He walked into the female bathroom and knocked on her stall. (y/n) jumped and crossed her arms. Saeyoung sighed and traced his hand over the stall door. He walked over to the bathroom entrance and locked it. No one would be able to come in now. Saeyoung went back to her and crawled under the stall door. (y/n) gasped and almost giggled.

Saeyoung gave her a smile and continued to crawl. He finally reached her, he brushed himself off. He made her scoot over so he can sit with her. (y/n) placed her (h/c) hair behind her ear. She sniffled and looked away from him. She was hiding something in her hands. Saeyoung grabbed her wrist, she hissed at him. Though she almost whined, as if she was in pain. Saeyoung rolled down her sleeves, cuts were tracing down her skin. (y/n) continued to whine and hiss.

It was so painful, having someone touch her scabbed skin. (y/n) looked away with tears built up in her eyes. Saeyong began to examine the underside of her arm. There was an attempt on making a line straight down. She's trying to cut her veins. There was a lone razor in other hand.

Saeyoung let go and sighed, "I can't believe you're doing this."

She shrugged, "That makes the two of us."

"Don't say that, please. I want to help you, I never knew you were cutting. This isn't the way out."

(y/n) was now visibly shaking, "Stop."

"Stop? Why? I want to help you, please let me be here for you. I care and love you much." Saeyoung replied in a serious tone.

(y/n) covered her face, "Stop! Just stop! You don't care! No one cares! Just go away!"

She began to shake more as Saeyoung calmed down, "How about this, we can just sit here and be silent. I'll play some music and we can hug. Maybe you need music therapy. I don't mind giving that to you."

"What about-"

"Don't worry, let's just focus on healing." He smiled

Saeyoung went onto his phone and played some smooth music. She leaned on his shoulder, Saeyoung rubbed her shoulder.

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 13, 2017 ⏰

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